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    #61
    Re: revert stories

    Originally posted by RaNdOm View Post
    [MENTION=123043]Grandad[/MENTION]
    If he doesn't have 250 posts he won't be able to see the notification for this mention
    Maybe link him this in another thread
    It may not be easy, you may not understand it, but you need to have the Imaan to trust Allah when life doesn't make sense.
    "Whoever intends eternal happiness, then let him hold tight to the threshold of servitude.” ibn Taymiyyah.

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      #62
      Re: revert stories

      Great posts, it's always great to a get a view from a reverts perspective, something unimaginable to us that Allah blessed with Islam from birth, although it could very easily serve as a evidence against us on the day of judgement.

      [MENTION=136768]4N45[/MENTION] post touched me the most, incredible stuff, I myself went through a long period of time were prayers weren't directly relieving the problems, and I am talking years, when I was almost at the verge of loosing hope I come across a hadith reminder, that a person on the day of judgement would find mountains of good deeds and wonder about the source, and he is told, those are the prayers not answered in this Dunay and kept for you for this day, upon learning this, he will wish none of his prayers were ever answered in this Dunay.

      The answers come at the perfect time, not a moment sooner, once you have been totally cleansed of the evils, habits, corruptions of your soul which elevates your piety, taqwa and iman, that's usually when the answers will come and I am very glad it was held off until this day, because I would likely have gone back otherwise, now even a mere thought about those past habits frightens me really bad nevermind going back to it, bad sickness is really a mercy, not only does it cleanse your sins, but cleanses your habits and cleanses your heart from all the filth, it's the ultimate mercy.

      I was a very stubborn person, family members dying had no affect, seeing friends die had no affects, loss of wealth had no affect, ballooning up to over 100KG through binge eating had no affects, no stress, no depressions, a few close encounters with death had no affects, warnings coming via dream had no affects,the only thing that had affect was the body I thought I was in control off being taken away and imprisoned and it took a whole year of that for introspection/reflection/retrospection to really hit home, thanks to the Mercy of the all Mighty.

      The good thing was that I didn't watch TV or was into Music or the other new age hippie stuff or drugs, I also stayed far away from oppressing others or being bad to parents, I was quasi humanitarian, the illness (rahma) really struck after I sent my ageing pious auntie to Saudi Arabia for Hajj/Umrah (whom had been begging family members to fund it for years) and subsequently she took residence there, it was her duas that likely made it happen, she prayed for my guidance and the answer came in a horrifying multiple bouts of illnesses (rahma), that only went away after total cleansing that took 2 years, every doctor/specialist, every comprehensive check up came back with "there is nothing wrong with you", take these allergy pills.

      The illnesses were a combination of severe digestive issues, severe abdominal pains, severe anxiety almost 24/7 (tremors, couldn't even leave the home), blepharitis that made the eyes swollen, bad chronic rhinitis swelling the nose that even powerful steroids couldn't relief, extreme chronic lethargy literally pass out all of a sudden anywhere multiple time a day (frightened the crap out of me), I was a very stubborn guy and needed it all, I am very grateful for this exceedingly great rahma, would be totally lost without it.
      Last edited by Inquisitive10; 11-11-16, 01:11 AM.

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        #63
        Re: revert stories

        Originally posted by eesa the kiwi View Post
        asalamu alaikum brothers and sisters
        anyway heres mine (note i have left some details out as there too private to share on a public forum but here goes)

        bismillahir rahmanir raheem
        i was raised christian in a fairly religious family. we went to church most sundays and i went to a lot of christian youth camps. i believed in this with all my heart and as a kid i was terrfied of hell. it wasnt something my parents taught (they werent like if your bad you'll go to hell but the concept really scared me. i hated vice (well as a christian concept of it, used to nag my aunt for smoking and had a loathing of drugs) i was fairly bright and used to go for a school for gifted children once a week. my early teens were fairly uneventful but when i was 14 i changed high school to a scummy rat hole. i fell into the wrong crowd and while it started innocently (i knew most of them from church) it got messed up real fast. i started using drugs and became hooked. all my ambitions went out the window, i started failing school (because i was absent half the time) and i went from being a kid with a bright future to being a junkie whose sole ambition in life was to to take drugs until i died. i started using harder and harder drugs and soon was commiting crimes to fuel my habit. i left christianity around 15, 16 and became heavily influenced by heavy metal music. for those that say music is halaal you have no idea how manipulated you can become because of it. i was listening to a lot of marilyn manson (someone who if i heard he died tommorow i would make sujood of thanks) and i found that the heavy metal was just as corrupting on my soul as the drugs
        then i OD
        it literally felt like dying, probablly one of the most horrific experiences of my life, i was taking drugs with friends i took too much and bam. i was so sick it wasnt funny. i remember praying to god in the od. i was too sick to even remember the trinity, it was just me and god, i was like god you have to help me, and i know im a scumbag and ill probably go back to my same old tricks tommorrow (which i did for a while astaghfirullah) but you have to help me (imparaphrasing this prayer coz i dont remember it exactly)

        things started to change after that

        when i was 17 i got in heaps of trouble with the law, like heaps of trouble, i got locked up for a while and alhamdulilah this was one of allahs greatest blessings upon me
        it got me away from my scumbag friends and gave me time to think. I quit the drugs alhamdulilah, i wanted to get back into religion but i figured with all the bad stuff i had done god didnt want me. ii spent two years on the verge of suicide because i felt so scummy about the things i done and people i had hurt. i was terrified of god, like so scared i couldnt even pray i figured i was doomed to hell and i couldnt do anything about it

        but one day that fear went away (mostly) and istarted trying to pray again. id lost all belief in the trinity and i had a basic version of tauheed. i stopped eating pork cause the old testament was so against it and wasnt drinking anymore. and then i found a copy of english quran

        it hit me like a ton of bricks and cut right into my heart, i knew instantly that this was from my creator. it scared the living daylights out of me and i knew if i didnt accept i was in big trouble
        so on jan 4th 2009 shortly before my 20th birthday i decided to become a muslim. i emailed the local masjid and not long after took shahadah

        alhamdulilah through islam Allah turned my life around, i turned my back on the drugs alhamdulilah have been clean 6 years, ditched the loser friends and started trying to repair things. i get along really well with my parents (whom i had hated), allah taught me how to deal with them. i have a pretty quiet life these days, i dont really go out much but alhamdulilah im way happier than i ever was chasing after the drugs and the girls and the dunya. theres something about placing your head on the ground in salaat that makes your soul go this is what i was created for

        some reverts have these amazing stories and they were like super good people before islam, me mines not so pretty so apologies

        if you hadve asked the christians i knew as a teen, what's god going to do with jeremy? they would probably say god will throw him in hell
        if allah had have taken my soul and put me in jahanam he would have been completely justified but instead he had mercy on this sinner and guided him instead. subhannallah look at the mercy of allah something i will always be grateful

        anyway thats basically me
        asalamu alaikum
        [MENTION=129531]shabbir80[/MENTION] here's how I came to Islam
        It may not be easy, you may not understand it, but you need to have the Imaan to trust Allah when life doesn't make sense.
        "Whoever intends eternal happiness, then let him hold tight to the threshold of servitude.” ibn Taymiyyah.

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          #64
          Re: revert stories

          [MENTION=132814]aidaalej[/MENTION]

          :salams:
          dunno if you would be interested in sharing your story?
          It may not be easy, you may not understand it, but you need to have the Imaan to trust Allah when life doesn't make sense.
          "Whoever intends eternal happiness, then let him hold tight to the threshold of servitude.” ibn Taymiyyah.

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            #65
            Re: revert stories

            Originally posted by eesa the kiwi View Post
            [MENTION=132814]aidaalej[/MENTION]

            :salams:
            dunno if you would be interested in sharing your story?
            Soon insha'Allah
            "Had Allah lifted the veil for his slave and shown him how He handles his affairs for him, and how Allah is more keen for the benefit of the slave than his own self, his heart would have melted out of the love for Allah and would have been torn to pieces out of thankfulness to Allah. Therefore if the pains of this world tire you do not grieve. For it may be that Allah wishes to hear your voice by way of duaa. So pour out your desires in prostration and forget about it and know; that verily Allah does not forget it."
            - Ibn al Qayyim (rahimahullah)

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              #66
              Bismillah

              I remember being very religious as a child although the only time my family would go to Church was on occasions like Easter and Ethiopian New Years. In English class we'd get prompts asking us who we'd want to have lunch with and while other students wrote about their favorite celebrities and athletes, I would write about how I wanted to have lunch with Jesus and God. I devoted a page to drawing a picture of an old man with a white beard, a young man with a brown beard and a tiny girl sitting at a table in the sky. With my mother's help, my sister and I memorized our favorte bible passages and we'd recite it almost every night before we went to bed. I remember that I used to pray, but I would refer to Allah as "Father God" and I'd ask Him to help everyone I knew, the entire world, and even satan. When I was around 11 I wanted to be a nun although I wasn't Catholic. I liked the idea of being devoted to God. I remember when I told my mother that I wanted to be a nun, she was disgusted and told me all kinds of things like how they can't have children, what they wear, etc. The things she was told me didn't phase me, but the fact that she didn't like the idea of me becoming a nun did. I eventually gave up the desire. I became irreligious a bit after entering middle school. I'd rarely think about God and I wouldn't pray.

              Looking back on it, I didn't think highly of Islam. I think what influenced my view of Islam is the fact that my mother is Ethiopian. Many Ethiopian Christians despise Islam. My mother isn't as bad as the rest and she isn't mean to Muslims, but she does not like organized religion in general. She thinks Islam is misogynistic. We also had a Mexican Catholic roommate who'd show me Christian propaganda videos about Islam. Because of this, in elementary school all I knew of Islam was that some Afghan girl ran away from her husband and how her nose and ears were cut off and that Muslims will outnumber Christians at some point in the future. I remember seeing the video about Muslims outnumbering Christians and I felt scared. I thought that Muslims would enslave Christians and I'd have to wear a burqa or something. That was what the video implied.

              I remember learning about the civil rights movement in either the second or third grade and hearing about Islam. We were reading about Martin Luther King and Malcolm X and I remember feeling unhappy and disgusted with Malcolm because he was a Muslim. I preferred MLK because he was a Christian. Although I wasn't mean to Muslims, I did not want people to think I am a one. Because my parents are from two different places, no one can guess my ethnicity. People would think I'm an Arab and I didn't like that. I didn't care about people thinking that I'm from the subcontinent because I didn't associate it with Islam. And because my biological father is Latino, my legal last name begins with 'Al'. I remember wishing my last name didn't start with those letters because I didn't want to be associated with Arabs or Muslims.

              I was 12 when my religious view started to change. I remember thinking about Christianity and the trinity and telling my sister that I don't think Jesus is God. I remember saying that I thought Jesus was a nice guy, but he's not god. After that, I delved into atheist literature and grew to hate religion. Maybe after a year and a half my hatred turned into to admiration. For a while I thought that religion was just a way for people to manipulate others and that it stops people from living their lives. The way I viewed religion started to change when I spoke to a family friend about how I thought it was unfair that churches in the US don't have to pay taxes. I said that the government could be making more money from taxing places of worship since there are more churches than schools and he told me that he disagreed with taxing them since they would probably start charging entrance fees and religion is what prevents some people from committing crimes. I started to think about the point he made and I started to view religion in a positive light. My attitude changed after thinking about how it prevents people from doing bad things and I became a lot more tolerant as I saw what I thought was brighter side of it.

              I started to pay attention to Islam because of my love of politics. I had been interested in politics from age of 12 to 15. I wanted to become a foreign service officer so I payed more attention to foreign policy than domestic. I started paying more attention to US policy in the middle east after KSIS declared it's "khilafah". I felt scared and there was a lot of fear mongering going on. I wanted to know why groups like Al Qaeda and ISIS wanted to kill Americans. When researching ISIS and talking to Muslims online, I started to wonder if Islam is true. Maybe in late February or early March 2015 I made dua when I was helping my mother clear out some stuff from our home. That day we were clearing out the empty boxes we weren't able to fit our trash can and we were taking it to a larger trash container. I made dua before we left asking if the God of Islam is the true God, then show me a sign. When we came home, my mother missed the entrance we usually take and we had to use the path that would take us to the other side of our garage. We never go down this route and at the time, we hadn't used it in months and maybe even a year. When we were almost home my mother and I saw a giraffe statue we had in our house on our neighbor's driveway. Maybe a year later my sister admitted to hiding the statue there because she feared we'd throw it away. Either way, my mother thought what happened was creepy. What were the chances we'd take this path and see the giraffe that we thought was in our home? She had thrown the statue away because she thought it was haunted or something. We couldn't think of any reasons to explain why this happened so I knew this must be an answer to my prayer. I remember I was eager to get home to google something about Islam and giraffes after I picked the statue up from their driveway. When I researched the topic I expected to see a verse from the Quran talking about giraffes or something but the result was much more specific. I think it was the first result or one of the first results at the time but what came up was a website called IslamCan and the title of the page was called 'Signs of Allah in Giraffes'. This is the website: islamcan.com/signsofallah/signs-of-allah-in-giraffes.shtml. I was especially amazed since I had asked Allah for a sign and the webpage is about His signs. I don't think I knew what to do after that but I ended up saying shahada about an month and a half later alhamdulillah. I think this experience made me more open to accept Islam.

              I was in a group on a messaging app and a Muslim joined the chat. Not long after he joined he messaged me and I ended up asking him to prove to me that Islam is true. He ended up mentioning things like the expansion of the universe, embryology, etc., and my jaw dropped. I was in awe. I tried to make it look like I was asking him in jest because I felt shy but he took my question seriously, alhamdulillah. Afterwards I asked him how to convert and he told me about taking shahada and he told me I need two witnesses. I couldn't go to the masjid in my area and after doing some research, I had read that a sister had said it without others present as Allah is the Best Witness. I remember trying to go to sleep one day in April and I really wanted to become a Muslim. I didn't know when I could find two Muslims so I ended up sitting up in bed and saying shahada. I felt at peace and I was so happy.

              Although I said shahada, my knowledge of Islam was limited and most of what I knew was wrong. The only things I was told about Islam was to watch Hamza Yusuf's videos and that there is no compulsion in religion so I don't have to do anything. The other things I had learned about Islam were from books demonizing Salafis and pushing the agenda of Sufis. I ended up learning more later on and I started practicing soon after I turned 15.
              Last edited by .khayriyyah.; 29-12-17, 04:19 AM.
              "Had Allah lifted the veil for his slave and shown him how He handles his affairs for him, and how Allah is more keen for the benefit of the slave than his own self, his heart would have melted out of the love for Allah and would have been torn to pieces out of thankfulness to Allah. Therefore if the pains of this world tire you do not grieve. For it may be that Allah wishes to hear your voice by way of duaa. So pour out your desires in prostration and forget about it and know; that verily Allah does not forget it."
              - Ibn al Qayyim (rahimahullah)

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                #67
                Re: revert stories

                Originally posted by LailaTheMuslim View Post
                So I was born into a Somali family in Oslo, Norway in the early 90s.
                my family were one of the first to come to Europe after the civil war and my mum moved from Turkey, to Denmark to Norway and my dad came via Saudi where he studied.
                In turkey my mum met some nice Muslim couple who helped her get visa to western Europe. She recollects buying a prayer mat from there, which we still have and has been not been washed for 20 years (lol) but she didn't wear hijab until the last decade here in the UK.
                My mother was a really outspoken woman, even back home people called her 'Araweelo', which was a female queen in Somalia who used to kill men and young boys, a feminist tyrant you could say. This led to her having really outspoken views on Islam, like the 'Qur'an has been changed by men', or claiming wrong beliefs about women in islam
                My dad, I have no clue about his upbringing, but I don't remember either parents praying frequently as a child.

                I remember some stuff about how I related to religion as a child in Norway. We went to the mosque when I was 3 for eid and I was really respectful of the mosque and people praying and felt that I believed in God. My sis went to an Islamic nursery school, i think she was so lucky. Cos I went to primary school in England and some of the Muslim students and teachers were really ignorant. They'd say stuff that I couldn't celebrate eid cos I was Black, also madrassahs weren't good at all.

                So I was a loner from a young age in religious terms.

                As I grew up, at the age of 14, I took an interest in the Qur'an, I started reading it and felt some much peace and sakinah. I never got that feeling elsewhere. I was always such a resteless girl. I loved music and movies and art, and really wanted to be a famous author or cartoonist lol. but that was just materialism on my side. I didn't get too much attention from classmates so focused on writing and drawing, and used to get praise from teachers for my talents.

                I loved music so much, at the age of 15 I started listening to rock music, and I can say that it was a horrible decision. Rock music is the worst, because the lyrics are so deep at times, and its quite arty, so its harder to let go than shallow pop music.I still haven't let go properly. My fav bands were, The smiths, the Beatles, oasis, I liked reggae a lot too.

                Anyway, reading the quran made me forget about music and books, it just made me feel humble and obedient and not crazy. i never did outward crazy stuff, like wore crazy clothes and high heels, didn't date boys but I thought crazy stuff. I became a feminist at 16 and into socialism later on. I just liked the adrenaline rush of it. But the Qur'an dominated that all, I never felt pretentious or had crazy thoughts when listening to the Quran.

                I started praying at 15, though had to wrestle with music at the same time. Nobody told me to stop listening to music at all. I just was glued to youtube watching songs, and then praying when the prayer time came on.
                I wouldn't recommend that. cos you wont focus in that prayer, you'll be hyperactive and in a wild state. The Qur'an even says to avoid praying while intoxicated.

                my sister slowly picked up on me praying and reading the Qur'an, that she started doing so herself. We became best friends and did everything together, I loved chilling in her room and just 'meditating' and reading religious books.
                The rest of my family weren't too bothered, younger brother blatantly was into drink despite being a Muslim back then.

                when time for uni came I fell seriously ill. I had this strange thought that I was going to hell, because of my past sins, despite only being 18. I suffered for 5 years of depression and psychosis cos of this, and had to retake numerous times at uni. I finally repented and turned back to the religion in 2013, at 21. It was a sad time, my family left the deen, got into sihr, Christianity and fortune tellers. Mum started saying that the 'Qur'an was changed'. Brother left Islam for Christianity and became really unwell, into drugs, others no longer prayed.
                I feel like a revert because no-1 cares and takes seriously Islam, they mock me for having hope in Allah. I pray for signs from God and the my family mock if it hasn't obviously come true.
                The only muslim people am in contact with are my classmates at the Islamic college I attend, and I have missed many classes due to illness, pleas pray for me to get back on track :)
                Things have changed.

                My mother takes Islam seriously now, she is now the one telling me to do salaat and do good deeds. My sister alhamdulilah is more religious too

                I am still struggling with my mental health, but still have hope that Allah will correct my affairs - ameen
                وَاقْصِدْ فِي مَشْيِكَ وَاغْضُضْ مِن صَوْتِكَ ۚ إِنَّ أَنكَرَ الْأَصْوَاتِ لَصَوْتُ الْحَمِيرِ - 31:19

                And be moderate in your pace and lower your voice; indeed, the most disagreeable of sounds is the voice of donkeys."


                أَلَمْ تَرَوْا أَنَّ اللَّهَ سَخَّرَ لَكُم مَّا فِي السَّمَاوَاتِ وَمَا فِي الْأَرْضِ وَأَسْبَغَ عَلَيْكُمْ نِعَمَهُ ظَاهِرَةً وَبَاطِنَةً ۗ وَمِنَ النَّاسِ مَن يُجَادِلُ فِي اللَّهِ بِغَيْرِ عِلْمٍ وَلَا هُدًى وَلَا كِتَابٍ مُّنِيرٍ - 31:20

                Do you not see that Allah has made subject to you whatever is in the heavens and whatever is in the earth and amply bestowed upon you His favors, [both] apparent and unapparent? But of the people is he who disputes about Allah without knowledge or guidance or an enlightening Book [from Him].


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                  #68
                  Re: revert stories

                  Originally posted by LailaTheMuslim View Post
                  Things have changed.

                  My mother takes Islam seriously now, she is now the one telling me to do salaat and do good deeds. My sister alhamdulilah is more religious too

                  I am still struggling with my mental health, but still have hope that Allah will correct my affairs - ameen
                  Alhamdulilah for the good changes. May Allah grant you cure and rectify your affairs
                  It may not be easy, you may not understand it, but you need to have the Imaan to trust Allah when life doesn't make sense.
                  "Whoever intends eternal happiness, then let him hold tight to the threshold of servitude.” ibn Taymiyyah.

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                    #69
                    Re: revert stories

                    Originally posted by LailaTheMuslim View Post
                    Things have changed.

                    My mother takes Islam seriously now, she is now the one telling me to do salaat and do good deeds. My sister alhamdulilah is more religious too

                    I am still struggling with my mental health, but still have hope that Allah will correct my affairs - ameen
                    السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

                    I was really sad when I read your first story then alhamdulilah I came across this reply of yours saying that your mother now is becoming more serious in religion ..

                    I think what happened to your family was the reason of weakness of Iman + Sihir

                    As for your mental health (which I assume it is because of Sihir ) I would advise you to bring black musk and winter hat so you will put a little of black musk in the hat and you will wear it at night (should cover all your hair, ears and forehead) also you will run a repeated ruqyah ..

                    Inshallah by doing these steps you will get rid of anxiety and all mental problems

                    The black musk looks like that



                    And here is the ruqyah :

                    الرقية النفسية

                    http://www.mediafire.com/file/kswq7o8q0lfv02i/

                    If you have any questions you can send message to me :)
                    Last edited by Tayoofa; 05-09-17, 02:54 AM.
                    Ibn Al Qayyim may Allah have mercy on him said: ("
                    The heart on its journey towards Allah the Exalted is like that of a bird. Love is its head, and fear and hope are its two wings. When the head is healthy, then the two wings will fly well. When the head is cut off, the bird will die. When either of two wings is damaged, the bird becomes vulnerable to every hunter and predator..”
                    )

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                      #70
                      Re: revert stories

                      Originally posted by Tayoofa View Post
                      السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

                      I was really sad when I read your first story then alhamdulilah I came across this reply of yours saying that your mother now is becoming more serious in religion ..

                      I think what happened to your family was the reason of weakness of Iman + Sihir

                      As for your mental health (which I assume it is because of Sihir ) I would advise you to bring black musk and winter hat so you will put a little of black musk in the hat and you will wear it at night (should cover all your hair, ears and forehead) also you will run a repeated ruqyah ..

                      Inshallah by doing these steps you will get rid of anxiety and all mental problems

                      The black musk looks like that



                      And here is the ruqyah :

                      الرقية النفسية

                      http://www.mediafire.com/file/kswq7o8q0lfv02i/

                      If you have any questions you can send message to me :)
                      Jazakallah Khair

                      Ooh alhamdulilah beneficial post. Yeah I will do this in sha Allah and hopefully, it will help others too.
                      وَاقْصِدْ فِي مَشْيِكَ وَاغْضُضْ مِن صَوْتِكَ ۚ إِنَّ أَنكَرَ الْأَصْوَاتِ لَصَوْتُ الْحَمِيرِ - 31:19

                      And be moderate in your pace and lower your voice; indeed, the most disagreeable of sounds is the voice of donkeys."


                      أَلَمْ تَرَوْا أَنَّ اللَّهَ سَخَّرَ لَكُم مَّا فِي السَّمَاوَاتِ وَمَا فِي الْأَرْضِ وَأَسْبَغَ عَلَيْكُمْ نِعَمَهُ ظَاهِرَةً وَبَاطِنَةً ۗ وَمِنَ النَّاسِ مَن يُجَادِلُ فِي اللَّهِ بِغَيْرِ عِلْمٍ وَلَا هُدًى وَلَا كِتَابٍ مُّنِيرٍ - 31:20

                      Do you not see that Allah has made subject to you whatever is in the heavens and whatever is in the earth and amply bestowed upon you His favors, [both] apparent and unapparent? But of the people is he who disputes about Allah without knowledge or guidance or an enlightening Book [from Him].


                      Please take a look at my travel booking website : https://destinationfindertravel.com/

                      Please take a look at my blog : http://thinkingmuslima.blogspot.co.uk/

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                        #71
                        Re: revert stories

                        Originally posted by LailaTheMuslim View Post
                        Jazakallah Khair

                        Ooh alhamdulilah beneficial post. Yeah I will do this in sha Allah and hopefully, it will help others too.
                        You can bring black musk from Abdulsamad Al qurashi or Al Arabia for Oud , I bought mine from Al-Arabia but I checked their website and it was sold out

                        Anyways you can check Al Ka'abah musk I think it's same as black musk

                        https://uae.arabianoud.com/index.php...result/?q=Musk
                        Ibn Al Qayyim may Allah have mercy on him said: ("
                        The heart on its journey towards Allah the Exalted is like that of a bird. Love is its head, and fear and hope are its two wings. When the head is healthy, then the two wings will fly well. When the head is cut off, the bird will die. When either of two wings is damaged, the bird becomes vulnerable to every hunter and predator..”
                        )

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