Asalam Alaikum wa rahmatuLLAHI wa barakathu,
I have a really big problem...
I suffer from Waswas since 4-5 years.
I wasn't a practicing Muslim before (I didn't pray but I was seeking knowledge about our religion).
One day I was watching an islamic youtube video and I saw a comment from a islam hater (Christian).
Normally those comments hadn't any effect on me back then but I don't know why, this thought stuck in my head.
I got the most unlogical/disturbing thoughts you could imagine.
After some time they went away came after a couple of months back but worse (happened in the 4 years like 5 times).
My problem is now that I'm really lost, I can't think logically anymore, my brain feels foggy, everytime I think of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala or the Prophet Peace and blessings upon him I get those "what if..." thoughts.
I know you should ignore them but they reached now a point where those thoughts overwhelmed me...
I try to think that those thoughts are from Shaytan but I'm getting overwhelmed to a point that I can't think properly...
I cry nights because of this, I make dua to Allah that those thoughts might go away but nothing is happening.
I feel like Allah sealed my heart and I'm doomed...
I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to be in Hellfire for ever because of this.
I'm well aware of the Ahadith, that the Sahaba had bad thoughts and this was a sign of Iman but in my case it feels like I started believing them even though I don't want to
Please keep in mind that those "Waswas" aren't ordinary Waswas anymore but they already overwhelmed me...
please help me
I have a really big problem...
I suffer from Waswas since 4-5 years.
I wasn't a practicing Muslim before (I didn't pray but I was seeking knowledge about our religion).
One day I was watching an islamic youtube video and I saw a comment from a islam hater (Christian).
Normally those comments hadn't any effect on me back then but I don't know why, this thought stuck in my head.
I got the most unlogical/disturbing thoughts you could imagine.
After some time they went away came after a couple of months back but worse (happened in the 4 years like 5 times).
My problem is now that I'm really lost, I can't think logically anymore, my brain feels foggy, everytime I think of Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala or the Prophet Peace and blessings upon him I get those "what if..." thoughts.
I know you should ignore them but they reached now a point where those thoughts overwhelmed me...
I try to think that those thoughts are from Shaytan but I'm getting overwhelmed to a point that I can't think properly...
I cry nights because of this, I make dua to Allah that those thoughts might go away but nothing is happening.
I feel like Allah sealed my heart and I'm doomed...
I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to be in Hellfire for ever because of this.
I'm well aware of the Ahadith, that the Sahaba had bad thoughts and this was a sign of Iman but in my case it feels like I started believing them even though I don't want to
Please keep in mind that those "Waswas" aren't ordinary Waswas anymore but they already overwhelmed me...
please help me
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