The fact that I keep falling into the same sins over and over again :(
"Wert thou to follow the common run of those on earth, they will lead thee away from the way of Allah. They follow nothing but conjecture: they do nothing but lie." (surah 6:116)
I'm very sad right now.. I'm suppose to be going hajj next Tuesday and the agent keeps promising that he'll give my passport.. he's been promising me 5 days straight that I'd get it next day but when the next day comes.. nothing.. last night I was with him till 10pm and he claimed he was waiting for someone to drop the passports off from London.. he said that they should be here by 1am and that he'd post it through my letter box and not sleep until he's done so.. woke up at 2am.. nothing.. woke up at 4am.. nothing.. woke up at 7.15am.. nothing.. I'm sad that people give you false hopes and then destroy them because you actually believe and trust that they just might keep their word this time.. I just feel like giving up and resign myself to the fact that I wont be going this year.. I know that whatever I do.. if I haven't been invited by Allah (SWT) then I cant go.. which makes me sad as I had hoped that he has invited me this year.. :(
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I'm very sad right now.. I'm suppose to be going hajj next Tuesday and the agent keeps promising that he'll give my passport.. he's been promising me 5 days straight that I'd get it next day but when the next day comes.. nothing.. last night I was with him till 10pm and he claimed he was waiting for someone to drop the passports off from London.. he said that they should be here by 1am and that he'd post it through my letter box and not sleep until he's done so.. woke up at 2am.. nothing.. woke up at 4am.. nothing.. woke up at 7.15am.. nothing.. I'm sad that people give you false hopes and then destroy them because you actually believe and trust that they just might keep their word this time.. I just feel like giving up and resign myself to the fact that I wont be going this year.. I know that whatever I do.. if I haven't been invited by Allah (SWT) then I cant go.. which makes me sad as I had hoped that he has invited me this year.. :(
InshaAllah you will get your passport soon.
"Try to distance yourself from everything that causes you worry and sadness, so that you may always live with peace of mind and an open and tranquil heart, seeking Allah and His worship and working on your worldly and otherworldly matters, for if you try this, you will find rest.
Too many natural disasters occurring in south east asia.
"Evil and mischief have appeared on land and sea because of what the hands of men have earned, so Allaah may make them taste a part of that which they have done, in order that they may return (by repenting to Allaah)."
[30:41]
I got called names on the way to work because I was wearing a hijab and long sleeves in fairly warm weather. I became sad because I felt sorry for them for knowing so little.
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I got called names on the way to work because I was wearing a hijab and long sleeves in fairly warm weather. I became sad because I felt sorry for them for knowing so little.
I have been suffering from headaches for the last couple of days
I cannot sleep because of it.. I hope it goes soon inshaAllah
"Try to distance yourself from everything that causes you worry and sadness, so that you may always live with peace of mind and an open and tranquil heart, seeking Allah and His worship and working on your worldly and otherworldly matters, for if you try this, you will find rest.
Yesterday I went to a soccer game and, like the genius I am, I forgot to wear sunscreen, so my face has been hurting all day. On top of that, it makes me look like a bearded tomato. :embar:
"Wert thou to follow the common run of those on earth, they will lead thee away from the way of Allah. They follow nothing but conjecture: they do nothing but lie." (surah 6:116)
Yesterday I went to a soccer game and, like the genius I am, I forgot to wear sunscreen, so my face has been hurting all day. On top of that, it makes me look like a bearded tomato. :embar:
:rotfl:
I'm sorry but that was too funny lool
I'A your skin recovers soon and you get back to your natural colour :)
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