Re: What made you sad today..
I hate waswaas. :/
It's weird how when I open up the Quran for a few minutes I get so humbled I get all guilty for my past actions. I've been a very inconsiderate person. But that's no excuse now. The mistakes I've made....those things will always be there. I leave a stain everywhere I go but hey if Allah is gonna accept me for who I am and the person that I am trying to be that's more than enough for me now.
And Allah does care. Because when I didn't know what to do at all I opened the mushaf and read wastaeenu bisabri wasalah....that ayah and realized that's what I should have been doing all along. I swear sometimes it's easy to give advice but only you'll really practice it when it bumps you in the head and you live it out yourself out of need and desperation.
Life is very unfair...it always is. You'll get those days where you believe with all your heart that had you been in another's situation you'd have been the best person ever..and then you feel like cursing where you are at in life. But that's no way to deal with it. Return to Allah...complain to Him, be with Him, remember Him. Seek Him. And you'll never have to resort to doing stupid things again. :/
I hope I never forget this. I hope so......ya Allah.
-Figs
I hate waswaas. :/
It's weird how when I open up the Quran for a few minutes I get so humbled I get all guilty for my past actions. I've been a very inconsiderate person. But that's no excuse now. The mistakes I've made....those things will always be there. I leave a stain everywhere I go but hey if Allah is gonna accept me for who I am and the person that I am trying to be that's more than enough for me now.
And Allah does care. Because when I didn't know what to do at all I opened the mushaf and read wastaeenu bisabri wasalah....that ayah and realized that's what I should have been doing all along. I swear sometimes it's easy to give advice but only you'll really practice it when it bumps you in the head and you live it out yourself out of need and desperation.
Life is very unfair...it always is. You'll get those days where you believe with all your heart that had you been in another's situation you'd have been the best person ever..and then you feel like cursing where you are at in life. But that's no way to deal with it. Return to Allah...complain to Him, be with Him, remember Him. Seek Him. And you'll never have to resort to doing stupid things again. :/
I hope I never forget this. I hope so......ya Allah.
-Figs
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