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[Simply_Logical]

Oh God, forgive me, somebody please say a prayer for me
Needed my parents, but they was never there for me
Believing everythin' they feed me, I'm seein' demons
I wake up screamin', who believe me or was I dreamin'?
5 fingers on the .45 chrome
Dead aim at my brain, infrared with no lights on
I ain't afraid to die, I wanna see what's after this
I'm livin' blind, writin' rhymes 'til they capture this
And if we die, let the world understand why
Soldier my eyes, hate to see a young thug cry
They seein' us inside a casket, that's how they see us
Oh God, forgive us ghetto _______, we human beings
They leavin' us inside this hell hole
Just waitin' to fail, so then they tell us that's what jail for
Adolescent young teens turned violent
It's floatin', in a world turned silent
'Cause u could be touched

[eesa the kiwi]

I thought it's First. No?

Years ago when you could rate threads I would rate kiros threads one star to wind him up. I didn't let on it was me for months lol so he didn't know who was rating his threads

Joke is in reference to that but it was a long time ago in the days where reps were a thing

[nudgetheputri1]

Years ago when you could rate threads I would rate kiros threads one star to wind him up. I didn't let on it was me for months lol so he didn't know who was rating his threads

Joke is in reference to that but it was a long time ago in the days where reps were a thing

Oh yeah reps was a thing. I miss gettimg secret reps messages along with the stars

Maybe First is more of a youtube thing - if you're first to see a newpy uploaded video by a popular youtuber, users comment First, Second, Third.

A bit pthetic but I thought UF does it too

[RuthlessSoftie]

What does it mean when your apetite goes away? I used to eat all the time, the only time i didn't have appetite for a prolongued period of time was in my first trim of my pregnancy, which I'm not pregnant so what can it be

It could be the result of stress due to your situation.

[nudgetheputri1]

I watched Little Miss Sunshine thinking it was a kid friendly movie. I guess I was mistaken. *face palm*

[Creamcake]

What does it mean when your apetite goes away? I used to eat all the time, the only time i didn't have appetite for a prolongued period of time was in my first trim of my pregnancy, which I'm not pregnant so what can it be

Stress or anxiety maybe sis :( Make lots of duaa, is your situation still the same?

[imran1976]

neelu maybe some, but normally we don't decorate our homes --- yeah the food, kashmiri butt live to eat

Ya'sin if they (Pakistanis) are this much concerned for religion, they shouldn't be there in the first place -- most of them do Ayashis in their youth, after years when their kids grow up, they fear the same for them.

I know some people who earned handsome pounds and than moved back --- converting pounds to rupees makes lots of money -- these are the wise ones!

[aynina]

It could be the result of stress due to your situation.

Stress or anxiety maybe sis :( Make lots of duaa, is your situation still the same?

Yea i like to think that i dont care but him just being around makes it worse.
he's leaving tonight though, but in 3 days my sil and her 3 kids and my mil are coming to stay here with me and my other sil and her kids for some time which is also stressing me a bit because its not part of my culture to have people staying over and sharing my room. Im worried about not having my own personal space, thats something important to me and idk where i will escape to to have some peace of mind lol

[Faith reloaded 2]

I have loaded my playstation wallet with 200 bux

ready to splash out on games

august/sep/oct/nov

lot of games coming

[Creamcake]

Yea i like to think that i dont care but him just being around makes it worse.
he's leaving tonight though, but in 3 days my sil and her 3 kids and my mil are coming to stay here with me and my other sil and her kids for some time which is also stressing me a bit because its not part of my culture to have people staying over and sharing my room. Im worried about not having my own personal space, thats something important to me and idk where i will escape to to have some peace of mind lol

Can't you tell them you need some time alone? Also what kind of people are they, i mean are they okay/nice?

[aynina]

Can't you tell them you need some time alone? Also what kind of people are they, i mean are they okay/nice?

They're nice and i really get along with them but having 7 boys in the house and 4 adult woman is just going to be overwhelming to me, sharing my room with my mil also, im a little bit hypersensitive i think maybe idk, but i like to just have my room to run away from things, also the only place i can take off my hijab in the house as it's really hot. But i think i wont have the privacy of my own room if the house is going to be overcrowded like that..

At the same time another sister in law is moving here she does have a flat, but no fridge or cooker or washer so she will probably be coming over too lol i might be stressed over a small thing. Its just not smt I'm used to

[Al-Mualim]

Al-Mualim are you feeling better?

Alhamdulillah feeling much better but still resting. Getting it is like surrendering to Allah's will..a lesson in humility.

[Simply_Logical]

had such a rough night and feel really rough and out of it

honestly im feeling full of rage, anger, frustration and just straight up ______ off tbh

[Flawed]

Watching spacejam 2

[aelmo]

Alhamdulillah feeling much better but still resting. Getting it is like surrendering to Allah's will..a lesson in humility.

Alhamdullillah. Thats good to hear. It really is quite the eye opener.

Keep taking care of yourself.