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Assalamu alaikum,
I have been a victim of sihr for quite a bit of time, though the origin is a bit sketchy to trace. Things have probably not been normal for a very long time but in the last 6 years the jinn has caused havoc ever since if openly manifested. Unable to keep a job, go to school, or even stay in one house for longer than a few months without a war starting between my house mates and I. So I'm making this post hoping to learn and get feedbacks on what I can do more to improve and correct myself. I will be leaving out many parts intentionally to keep this post as brief as possible can make further posts on specific aspects if needed. Any help is appreciated. Furthermore, I am willing to take up any opportunity to commit to doing good in sha Allah since good deeds blots out sins.
My current state: Severe attacks every few hours on self- body and mind. Periodic attack on the environment- social relationships (parents, friends, neighbors, landlord). Also on basic utilities needed to sustain a normal life: internet, phone, taking out trash, doing laundry etc. Chronic and long term attack on school and work. Attack right when I'm about to sleep (finding it quite challenging to do ruqya when sleep deprived).
What I am doing right now:
1) Ruqya during every attack with every single ayah of Ruqya (though I may be missing few, not sure). In addition I have started reciting entire Baqara once per day, along with the first one third or 4th of Fatir, Yasin, Saffat, Ar-Rahman, Hadid and last bit of Wakia. I'm a medical doctor with an undergraduate in psychology rendered useless by this filthy sahir at a time when the economy has plunged into recessions and inflation is sky rocketing, so might as well stay at home and go all out with the Qur'an and whatever else Allah (SWT) decides to help me with- far better than being at work and every so often blowing in my hand and rubbing them all over by body in public or scream out in pain lol.
2) Drinking water over which Qur'an has been recited. Not bathing in ruqya water yet. Consuming honey but cannot find ajwa dates here in Melbourne, Australia. Looking for olive oil and black seeds.
3) Praying 5 times, sunnah prayers and constantly fighting the plots and attacks of jinn/sihr against it, and its tricks are plenty. Bismillah before eating/drinking (with right hand), entering house, falaq when going through any isolated and uninhabited places out in the wild, seeking refuge in Allah (SW) from male and female evil spirits before entering washroom (and entering with left foot and leaving with right foot)
4) Doing regular laundry, and cleaning of bathroom and apartment. I keep making dua to see in my dreams who has done the sihr but my dreams are all over the place, pointing fingers at all my potential enemies ofcourse. I've realised analysing in excess when the signs aren't clear opens the door to shaytan and [.....sami3na and wata3na ](2:285) is far safer.
My inquiries: 1) How much damage can the sahir do realistically speaking in light of the Qur'an and the sunnah? I am aware of the ayahs of sihr from Surah araf as well as stating the magician will never thrive (20:69)and Allah (SWT) never makes the work of mischief makers successful and makes magic of no effect (10:81) and that any harm from magic can only happen through His permission (2:102). 2) What options exist to remove specific aspects of sihr from certain part of the body or on home or education/work? Anyway to stop the jinn attack when I'm about to sleep? I'm reciting ayatul kursi and 3 kul and rubbing hand all over my body 3) How can I strengthen my deen? 4) What came first, the jinn openly manifesting itself and wrecking my life (in which case the deen might have been Allah's help to counter the sihr) or the jinn manifesting because deen got stronger. Which is more likely?
Anomalies (if it can be considered as such): 1) The Jinn speaks with me through various methods. I have never heard of sihr where the jinn communicates unless when Qur'an is recited over them. In my case my jinn has not stopped being present for a second over the last 6 years and has made sure I know its there, which again is strange, almost like a show of power? If it wanted me to go insane or kill it does not need to speak. Moreover, why does a jinn involved in sihr need to stick to me like superglue like a qareen and I'm not sure if even a qareen is glued to one like that. I don't even know when it eats or sleep or how it gets food/water/uses washroom etc.
So thats the summary. The extended extended version is as follows.
I was not exactly religious before but I was neither a bad person who engaged in evil or shameful/obscene acts either, alhamdulillah. In my 20s my social interactions deteriorated tremendously and I started developing symptoms of various diseases, and most of them have no underlying biological cause. I am a medical doctor by profession and it baffled me for ages till I started reading up the symptoms of magic. In response to the events happening in my life I sort of got sick of everything and turned to Allah (SWT). But in hindsight that might have been more because of my mother's non stop shouting at my ears to not miss my prayers and dragging me to do umrah every other year lol, but at any rate Allah (SWT) gives to whom He wills. Almost by miracle, after one Eid ul Fitre prayer, I went to not only praying the friday prayers but to doing every single fard and voluntary salaah (most of them in the masjid) and also tahajjud, At the same time took up regular reciting and memorizing Qur'an (though not as much as I wished), the full on no shortcut beard, head covering, thawb, Miswak, tasbeeh in my pocket, and playing Qur'an in my car non stop to the point some folks actually thought I was the religious police ( probably should have taken out the two subwoofers I had in the trunk from before). In hindsight the latter 3 might have been waswasa/sirh to cause separation between my friends and I.
To my family's and my disappoint the problem got worse in some aspects since then because around the same time a jinn started manifesting and displaying its power in the open to cause havoc in my life at an increasing intensity and frequency to the point I was was unable to go to work or attend university for 2 straight years at the height of the problem. My deen deteriorated during this time and I stopped praying too at one point because the attack of the jinn would drive me to extreme rage (more on that later) when I stood up for salaah, leading to curse at Allah (SWT) during those rage filled incidences. I cursed because I was angry at Allah (SWT) for leaving me vulnerable and with no protection against the most despicable creation despite me trying my best in the deen. I figured if one is allowed to lie to be a kafir to save their life I can stop praying for a bit to prevent committing kufr. Also, I had no idea btw this could be sihr and was following the ayahs of Quran that states shaytan only has power over those who takes him/them as his/her awlia/protector/patron. I never believed in the jinn, neither asked it for any help, nor did anything to help it. So it was and still is illogical to me how it can have power over me like how a jinn can control a magician or someone who is engaged in severe sins. But Allah(SWT) saved me Alhamdulillah and I started getting more into listening to surah Baqarah and Imran and memorizing its meanings and as I kept hearing their recitations more Allah(SWT) made it easy for me to do my salahs and go back to reciting Qur'an and take up the memorization that I had quit. Fast forward a month ago I was able to memorize many ruqya ayahs. There was a time during these two years when I had to take sleeping pills to knock myself out when the jinn attacks on my body got the worst (pain in several parts of the body, OCD brought about by wasawa and which got worse when other attacks of the jinn got worse, slight memory loss) but I was now able to deal with all of that due to the strengthened ruqya I had now. I admitted myself to school again and applied for a part time job and so on to get back to a regular normal life. I was able to perform the obligatory prayers admist the attack of the jinn mid salaah like before (I did not know I can use one hand to protect my body while the other hand maintained the required posture; yes the jinn had always been one step ahead of me). However, something changed and the jinn started presenting new symptoms of sihr such as severe memory loss, and some other very bizarre and extremely disorienting symptoms, and it adapts and evolves and sometimes will chain several different attacks in a sequence of attack which can be quite challenging to deal with. Often will need half a day to figure out its tricks and realise no damage has been done but the mental torture during this period is quite exhausting specially because of the fear through sihr happening at the same time as Allah(SWT) has described in the Qur'an in the ayahs of Sihr against Musa (AS)(7:116)
So in summary, all the symptoms are still there but worse now. Additionally there are new symptoms, as if the magician has been notified I am able to resume normal life and he/she is about to lose his/her business and has gone all out with their cards. I do not know the end goal but making me insane has always been an objective that I suspected. But I fear it might also be to kill me because many of my symptoms do match up with the symptoms of sihr done on RasulAllah (SWT). In terms of permanent damage incurred : 1) 3 broken phones because of extreme rage(with fear) and me chucking the phone at the wall 2) atleast 20+ incidences of swollen hand from punching wall during similar periods of extreme rage (interestingly never broken a bone, just swollen with minor cuts) 3) a few thousand dollars in property damage from kicking and punching walls during those extreme rage incidences which might seem like wealth/property lost now but I'm certain I will be getting it back as the magician cannot thrive anywhere he goes according to the Qur'an 3) countless sleepless nights from my mother and I making duah to figure out who could have done the magic.
I have been a victim of sihr for quite a bit of time, though the origin is a bit sketchy to trace. Things have probably not been normal for a very long time but in the last 6 years the jinn has caused havoc ever since if openly manifested. Unable to keep a job, go to school, or even stay in one house for longer than a few months without a war starting between my house mates and I. So I'm making this post hoping to learn and get feedbacks on what I can do more to improve and correct myself. I will be leaving out many parts intentionally to keep this post as brief as possible can make further posts on specific aspects if needed. Any help is appreciated. Furthermore, I am willing to take up any opportunity to commit to doing good in sha Allah since good deeds blots out sins.
My current state: Severe attacks every few hours on self- body and mind. Periodic attack on the environment- social relationships (parents, friends, neighbors, landlord). Also on basic utilities needed to sustain a normal life: internet, phone, taking out trash, doing laundry etc. Chronic and long term attack on school and work. Attack right when I'm about to sleep (finding it quite challenging to do ruqya when sleep deprived).
What I am doing right now:
1) Ruqya during every attack with every single ayah of Ruqya (though I may be missing few, not sure). In addition I have started reciting entire Baqara once per day, along with the first one third or 4th of Fatir, Yasin, Saffat, Ar-Rahman, Hadid and last bit of Wakia. I'm a medical doctor with an undergraduate in psychology rendered useless by this filthy sahir at a time when the economy has plunged into recessions and inflation is sky rocketing, so might as well stay at home and go all out with the Qur'an and whatever else Allah (SWT) decides to help me with- far better than being at work and every so often blowing in my hand and rubbing them all over by body in public or scream out in pain lol.
2) Drinking water over which Qur'an has been recited. Not bathing in ruqya water yet. Consuming honey but cannot find ajwa dates here in Melbourne, Australia. Looking for olive oil and black seeds.
3) Praying 5 times, sunnah prayers and constantly fighting the plots and attacks of jinn/sihr against it, and its tricks are plenty. Bismillah before eating/drinking (with right hand), entering house, falaq when going through any isolated and uninhabited places out in the wild, seeking refuge in Allah (SW) from male and female evil spirits before entering washroom (and entering with left foot and leaving with right foot)
4) Doing regular laundry, and cleaning of bathroom and apartment. I keep making dua to see in my dreams who has done the sihr but my dreams are all over the place, pointing fingers at all my potential enemies ofcourse. I've realised analysing in excess when the signs aren't clear opens the door to shaytan and [.....sami3na and wata3na ](2:285) is far safer.
My inquiries: 1) How much damage can the sahir do realistically speaking in light of the Qur'an and the sunnah? I am aware of the ayahs of sihr from Surah araf as well as stating the magician will never thrive (20:69)and Allah (SWT) never makes the work of mischief makers successful and makes magic of no effect (10:81) and that any harm from magic can only happen through His permission (2:102). 2) What options exist to remove specific aspects of sihr from certain part of the body or on home or education/work? Anyway to stop the jinn attack when I'm about to sleep? I'm reciting ayatul kursi and 3 kul and rubbing hand all over my body 3) How can I strengthen my deen? 4) What came first, the jinn openly manifesting itself and wrecking my life (in which case the deen might have been Allah's help to counter the sihr) or the jinn manifesting because deen got stronger. Which is more likely?
Anomalies (if it can be considered as such): 1) The Jinn speaks with me through various methods. I have never heard of sihr where the jinn communicates unless when Qur'an is recited over them. In my case my jinn has not stopped being present for a second over the last 6 years and has made sure I know its there, which again is strange, almost like a show of power? If it wanted me to go insane or kill it does not need to speak. Moreover, why does a jinn involved in sihr need to stick to me like superglue like a qareen and I'm not sure if even a qareen is glued to one like that. I don't even know when it eats or sleep or how it gets food/water/uses washroom etc.
So thats the summary. The extended extended version is as follows.
I was not exactly religious before but I was neither a bad person who engaged in evil or shameful/obscene acts either, alhamdulillah. In my 20s my social interactions deteriorated tremendously and I started developing symptoms of various diseases, and most of them have no underlying biological cause. I am a medical doctor by profession and it baffled me for ages till I started reading up the symptoms of magic. In response to the events happening in my life I sort of got sick of everything and turned to Allah (SWT). But in hindsight that might have been more because of my mother's non stop shouting at my ears to not miss my prayers and dragging me to do umrah every other year lol, but at any rate Allah (SWT) gives to whom He wills. Almost by miracle, after one Eid ul Fitre prayer, I went to not only praying the friday prayers but to doing every single fard and voluntary salaah (most of them in the masjid) and also tahajjud, At the same time took up regular reciting and memorizing Qur'an (though not as much as I wished), the full on no shortcut beard, head covering, thawb, Miswak, tasbeeh in my pocket, and playing Qur'an in my car non stop to the point some folks actually thought I was the religious police ( probably should have taken out the two subwoofers I had in the trunk from before). In hindsight the latter 3 might have been waswasa/sirh to cause separation between my friends and I.
To my family's and my disappoint the problem got worse in some aspects since then because around the same time a jinn started manifesting and displaying its power in the open to cause havoc in my life at an increasing intensity and frequency to the point I was was unable to go to work or attend university for 2 straight years at the height of the problem. My deen deteriorated during this time and I stopped praying too at one point because the attack of the jinn would drive me to extreme rage (more on that later) when I stood up for salaah, leading to curse at Allah (SWT) during those rage filled incidences. I cursed because I was angry at Allah (SWT) for leaving me vulnerable and with no protection against the most despicable creation despite me trying my best in the deen. I figured if one is allowed to lie to be a kafir to save their life I can stop praying for a bit to prevent committing kufr. Also, I had no idea btw this could be sihr and was following the ayahs of Quran that states shaytan only has power over those who takes him/them as his/her awlia/protector/patron. I never believed in the jinn, neither asked it for any help, nor did anything to help it. So it was and still is illogical to me how it can have power over me like how a jinn can control a magician or someone who is engaged in severe sins. But Allah(SWT) saved me Alhamdulillah and I started getting more into listening to surah Baqarah and Imran and memorizing its meanings and as I kept hearing their recitations more Allah(SWT) made it easy for me to do my salahs and go back to reciting Qur'an and take up the memorization that I had quit. Fast forward a month ago I was able to memorize many ruqya ayahs. There was a time during these two years when I had to take sleeping pills to knock myself out when the jinn attacks on my body got the worst (pain in several parts of the body, OCD brought about by wasawa and which got worse when other attacks of the jinn got worse, slight memory loss) but I was now able to deal with all of that due to the strengthened ruqya I had now. I admitted myself to school again and applied for a part time job and so on to get back to a regular normal life. I was able to perform the obligatory prayers admist the attack of the jinn mid salaah like before (I did not know I can use one hand to protect my body while the other hand maintained the required posture; yes the jinn had always been one step ahead of me). However, something changed and the jinn started presenting new symptoms of sihr such as severe memory loss, and some other very bizarre and extremely disorienting symptoms, and it adapts and evolves and sometimes will chain several different attacks in a sequence of attack which can be quite challenging to deal with. Often will need half a day to figure out its tricks and realise no damage has been done but the mental torture during this period is quite exhausting specially because of the fear through sihr happening at the same time as Allah(SWT) has described in the Qur'an in the ayahs of Sihr against Musa (AS)(7:116)
So in summary, all the symptoms are still there but worse now. Additionally there are new symptoms, as if the magician has been notified I am able to resume normal life and he/she is about to lose his/her business and has gone all out with their cards. I do not know the end goal but making me insane has always been an objective that I suspected. But I fear it might also be to kill me because many of my symptoms do match up with the symptoms of sihr done on RasulAllah (SWT). In terms of permanent damage incurred : 1) 3 broken phones because of extreme rage(with fear) and me chucking the phone at the wall 2) atleast 20+ incidences of swollen hand from punching wall during similar periods of extreme rage (interestingly never broken a bone, just swollen with minor cuts) 3) a few thousand dollars in property damage from kicking and punching walls during those extreme rage incidences which might seem like wealth/property lost now but I'm certain I will be getting it back as the magician cannot thrive anywhere he goes according to the Qur'an 3) countless sleepless nights from my mother and I making duah to figure out who could have done the magic.
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