Salam brothers and sisters, I’m here to seek for help and advice from all of you in whatever possible ways. I have always been a practising Muslim, and have always had peace with my religion. I would always give thanks to the Almighty, and would count my blessings always. However, I have been heavily afflicted by severe waswas for 2 months, and its not making me feel any better by having OCD at the same time. The thoughts I get were extremely bad (I won’t say it here) to the extend where it created doubts in my head, and then crept into my heart. I have been crying day and night during my salah, seeking for Allah to ease my affairs. However, now I’m so scared because I no longer feel anything. When Quran or Allah’s name is mentioned, my heart would repel and I couldn’t feel anything. Nothing is worse than feeling like you’ve lost the connection you used to have with the Almighty.
Its causing me a great amount of distress, I don’t know what to do. I would slap my head and do vigorous shakes upon getting severe thoughts. I would shake when I hear the azan sometimes. Every single time I say “I believe in Allah” in my head, it’ll say the complete opposite by including the word “don’t” before believe. Ever since then, its making me feel like I’ve lost completely everything. Can someone pls advice me on what I should do? Pls keep me in your prayers guys, Jazakallah. May Allah ease my affairs and elevate my status in the Akhirah with the challenges that is bestowed upon me, amin yarabb.
Its causing me a great amount of distress, I don’t know what to do. I would slap my head and do vigorous shakes upon getting severe thoughts. I would shake when I hear the azan sometimes. Every single time I say “I believe in Allah” in my head, it’ll say the complete opposite by including the word “don’t” before believe. Ever since then, its making me feel like I’ve lost completely everything. Can someone pls advice me on what I should do? Pls keep me in your prayers guys, Jazakallah. May Allah ease my affairs and elevate my status in the Akhirah with the challenges that is bestowed upon me, amin yarabb.
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