:salams
I would like to start by saying that I have been wronged in the past, but nobody has ever made me feel like a victim. And, if it is but a human condition to only suffer a threshold of upset, exceeding which the upset becomes insufferable, then mine is a negative rep; endure might I any form of oppression, but a negative rep is to my soul a torment ineffable.
I have been left distraught and in fear ever since that attack. Now a new notification fills my heart with dread and terror, and I am dismayed at the prospect of viewing the notification for the fear of it being a negative rep. I cannot even navigate my way through this forum and post as I will for the fear of receiving a negative rep.
Such is the extent of my affliction which owes its origin to the wanton ways of my two attackers.
I cannot convey to you my suffering, but know that you have wounded me profoundly. You have robbed from me the sense of freedom and joy I once did know, but now my heart is brimful of misery and upset.
But this will not be my demise. I refuse to allow it. I shall return once more with a fiery vengeance, and you shall know my resiliency.
I would like to start by saying that I have been wronged in the past, but nobody has ever made me feel like a victim. And, if it is but a human condition to only suffer a threshold of upset, exceeding which the upset becomes insufferable, then mine is a negative rep; endure might I any form of oppression, but a negative rep is to my soul a torment ineffable.
I have been left distraught and in fear ever since that attack. Now a new notification fills my heart with dread and terror, and I am dismayed at the prospect of viewing the notification for the fear of it being a negative rep. I cannot even navigate my way through this forum and post as I will for the fear of receiving a negative rep.
Like one, that on a lonely road
Doth walk in fear and dread,
And having once turn'd round, walks on
And turns no more his head:
Because he knows, a frightful fiend
Doth close behind him tread.
Doth walk in fear and dread,
And having once turn'd round, walks on
And turns no more his head:
Because he knows, a frightful fiend
Doth close behind him tread.
Such is the extent of my affliction which owes its origin to the wanton ways of my two attackers.
I cannot convey to you my suffering, but know that you have wounded me profoundly. You have robbed from me the sense of freedom and joy I once did know, but now my heart is brimful of misery and upset.
But this will not be my demise. I refuse to allow it. I shall return once more with a fiery vengeance, and you shall know my resiliency.
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