Salamualaikum.
I feel disconnected from my Rabb. I don't feel that my relationship with Him is strong or even near strong. I feel ashamed at myself.
Empty, completely lost, not really motivated about much in life, depressed. I'll feel short temporary moments of happiness and then the emptiness and sadness will just hit me again and again........and again...
Yeah, all of us deal with hardships and trials in life, but I know that even if almost everything was going near perfectly, I'd probably still have these unwanted feelings due to my disconnection with Allah.
I don't think my heart is hard, I hope not inshaAllah. Because I love Allah and remember Him daily. And deep down I know that He loves me as well. I just wish to feel from my heart my love for Him..I just want to feel the emotions. I don't want to waste my life feeling like this anymore-these unwanted feelings of misery because I really think if I continue this way, I'll be doomed.
Where do I start? What do I do?
JazakAllahu Khairan.
I feel disconnected from my Rabb. I don't feel that my relationship with Him is strong or even near strong. I feel ashamed at myself.
Empty, completely lost, not really motivated about much in life, depressed. I'll feel short temporary moments of happiness and then the emptiness and sadness will just hit me again and again........and again...
Yeah, all of us deal with hardships and trials in life, but I know that even if almost everything was going near perfectly, I'd probably still have these unwanted feelings due to my disconnection with Allah.
I don't think my heart is hard, I hope not inshaAllah. Because I love Allah and remember Him daily. And deep down I know that He loves me as well. I just wish to feel from my heart my love for Him..I just want to feel the emotions. I don't want to waste my life feeling like this anymore-these unwanted feelings of misery because I really think if I continue this way, I'll be doomed.
Where do I start? What do I do?
JazakAllahu Khairan.
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