because right now I have the option to call any of 4 special friends and commit Zina..I'm literally crying right now. Like really crying...No spouse, and right now I'm at the edge..
I just want a release and I have the options to do so...But I know that's a SIN.
So I'm super distressed right now..Everyday I have the option to commit Zina, but I dont...and I won't.
But having the ability to commit Zina easily isn't helping...It's like the lady is in front of me and ready to do anything I want everyday, but I have to control Myself.
Wallahi, if no for the 5 daily prayers and Ramadan, I probably would have done it already...
I wanna talk to someone to calm my nerves
I just want a release and I have the options to do so...But I know that's a SIN.
So I'm super distressed right now..Everyday I have the option to commit Zina, but I dont...and I won't.
But having the ability to commit Zina easily isn't helping...It's like the lady is in front of me and ready to do anything I want everyday, but I have to control Myself.
Wallahi, if no for the 5 daily prayers and Ramadan, I probably would have done it already...
I wanna talk to someone to calm my nerves
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