I have a major wudhu problem, I forget where I came, and then do it over again, and it repeats, a vicious cycle.
So in order to break this cycle of worrying about where I came to, I just broke it by washing my foot an extra time, knowing that I may hit 4 times or 3
times.
Am I a fasiq? I might have sinned, and if I have, it was intentional, because, I wanted to break this cycle of repeating wudhu over and over again. But now I worry about myself being a fasiq, and I know Allah SWT doesn't guide the fasiq. :(
Well, I had a reason for doing it, rather if I didn't I'd repeat my wudhu over again, and then it would repeat. :( So actually I didn't do it willingly or because of free will, knowingly like that, but to break this cycle.
Edit: I washed an extra time, because I wanted to break this vicious cycle. Not because I wanted to disobey Allah SWT, although at that time I knew that I may have disobeyed, but it was soo I could break this cycle. :(
So in order to break this cycle of worrying about where I came to, I just broke it by washing my foot an extra time, knowing that I may hit 4 times or 3
times.
Am I a fasiq? I might have sinned, and if I have, it was intentional, because, I wanted to break this cycle of repeating wudhu over and over again. But now I worry about myself being a fasiq, and I know Allah SWT doesn't guide the fasiq. :(
Well, I had a reason for doing it, rather if I didn't I'd repeat my wudhu over again, and then it would repeat. :( So actually I didn't do it willingly or because of free will, knowingly like that, but to break this cycle.
Edit: I washed an extra time, because I wanted to break this vicious cycle. Not because I wanted to disobey Allah SWT, although at that time I knew that I may have disobeyed, but it was soo I could break this cycle. :(
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