Okay, I have a really big problem and I've had it since I was like 13, which is when my mind started developing and questioning things. I am 17 years old now.
Anyway, why don't I get to it.
The Sharia Law seems really harsh to me, I can't imagine myself living under Sharia Law. Death penalty is the answer for everything, boast about your sins and you're dead, don't pray and you're dead, I have even heard that prostitutes recieve death penalty. What the heck? What's wrong with prostitutes other than the fact that they are commiting Zina? And homosexuals too, they get thrown from the highest buildings in the town, you people really think that they want to be homosexual? Is it fair to them to NOT have sexual desires they can act upon? What are they going to do? Never ever do anything sexual with anyone? Homosexuality can not be cured, once you realise you're gay, you're screwed for life. You might as well commit suicide. Allah won't help you with your homosexuality. Having homosexual feelings is a test from Allah, what kind of test is that? Testing someone like that is just evil and cruel. I feel so sad for people who are tested this way, the test goes on forever, until the day you die. Never has anyone gotten rid of those feelings. Plus, we don't think the same as in the days when the prophet lived. During that time, it was normal to kill for everything, that's why it was easier to accept the Sharia law back then. Today, we have been growing up with no death penalty or barbarism/brutality, that's why it is so hard for me and all of my friends to accept it. Because I live in Sweden, and I'm originally from Albania. My parents moved to Sweden for better lives. Anyway, you know, I wouldn't really care about all this. But not agreeing with Sharia law puts you behind the pale of Islam, that worries me a lot! I am really scared that Sharia Law will be brought in my country someday, and that it will be hard for me to live with, so I would move to another country which would make me a kaafir. I think that Sharia Law is for muslims who are very religious and hate committing sins. Me, I drink alcohol from time to time (Which I'm not proud of). And that would mean that I would get like a hundred lashed for drinking. And that would make me really furious and angry that I would be able to kill the person who lashes me as an order from Allah.
Also, all the women would be fully covered and I wouldn't be able to see a womans beauty. This sounds wrong but I like seeing females and their beautiful faces and hair (Which I'm also not very proud of). Also, the schools wouldn't be mixed, girls and boys in one school is forbidden in Sharia Law. That would be really boring, not getting smiles from girls and not talking to girls and not seeing any girls.
I'm 17 years old by the way so I'm still in school.
I need serious help, everytime i think about the Sharia Law it makes me depressed knowing that it puts me behind the pale of Islam. It has been my biggest concern for a really long time. It's just impossible for me to agree with it. Like there is nothing more impossible. Please help, I need some comfort through this.
Sometimes it makes me want to leave Islam, Allah doens't seem to care. I mean he has said in the Quran that he doens't burden a soul more than it can take. But I'm starting to think that is absolutely not true. The burden he has put on me is just horrible and indescribable, it's like I'm in an ocean and trying to not to drown, but my body goes deeper and deeper in the ocean.
Anyway, why don't I get to it.
The Sharia Law seems really harsh to me, I can't imagine myself living under Sharia Law. Death penalty is the answer for everything, boast about your sins and you're dead, don't pray and you're dead, I have even heard that prostitutes recieve death penalty. What the heck? What's wrong with prostitutes other than the fact that they are commiting Zina? And homosexuals too, they get thrown from the highest buildings in the town, you people really think that they want to be homosexual? Is it fair to them to NOT have sexual desires they can act upon? What are they going to do? Never ever do anything sexual with anyone? Homosexuality can not be cured, once you realise you're gay, you're screwed for life. You might as well commit suicide. Allah won't help you with your homosexuality. Having homosexual feelings is a test from Allah, what kind of test is that? Testing someone like that is just evil and cruel. I feel so sad for people who are tested this way, the test goes on forever, until the day you die. Never has anyone gotten rid of those feelings. Plus, we don't think the same as in the days when the prophet lived. During that time, it was normal to kill for everything, that's why it was easier to accept the Sharia law back then. Today, we have been growing up with no death penalty or barbarism/brutality, that's why it is so hard for me and all of my friends to accept it. Because I live in Sweden, and I'm originally from Albania. My parents moved to Sweden for better lives. Anyway, you know, I wouldn't really care about all this. But not agreeing with Sharia law puts you behind the pale of Islam, that worries me a lot! I am really scared that Sharia Law will be brought in my country someday, and that it will be hard for me to live with, so I would move to another country which would make me a kaafir. I think that Sharia Law is for muslims who are very religious and hate committing sins. Me, I drink alcohol from time to time (Which I'm not proud of). And that would mean that I would get like a hundred lashed for drinking. And that would make me really furious and angry that I would be able to kill the person who lashes me as an order from Allah.
Also, all the women would be fully covered and I wouldn't be able to see a womans beauty. This sounds wrong but I like seeing females and their beautiful faces and hair (Which I'm also not very proud of). Also, the schools wouldn't be mixed, girls and boys in one school is forbidden in Sharia Law. That would be really boring, not getting smiles from girls and not talking to girls and not seeing any girls.
I'm 17 years old by the way so I'm still in school.
I need serious help, everytime i think about the Sharia Law it makes me depressed knowing that it puts me behind the pale of Islam. It has been my biggest concern for a really long time. It's just impossible for me to agree with it. Like there is nothing more impossible. Please help, I need some comfort through this.
Sometimes it makes me want to leave Islam, Allah doens't seem to care. I mean he has said in the Quran that he doens't burden a soul more than it can take. But I'm starting to think that is absolutely not true. The burden he has put on me is just horrible and indescribable, it's like I'm in an ocean and trying to not to drown, but my body goes deeper and deeper in the ocean.
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