Assalaam Alikum.
I've been off my medications for about a month (maybe more maybe less) and it's really starting to take it's toll on me.
The primary problem I have is bipolar disorder, which causes me to go from massive mood swings (I could act like a funny kid one second and homocidal the next) and it also gives me insomnia so I can't sleep at night. I would go to bed and my mind is racing with so many thoughts and ideas and I can never fall asleep.
I figured I didn't need the medication anymore so I went off and now the effects are in full force. I work in fast food and I'm on the verge of loosing it with my employees and customers. I don't want to do something I regret so in order to keep my sanity and stay in a happy mood, I need to go back on my medications. Doing further research, I've discovered I will be on medications for the rest of my life.
Now, the question I will be asking here is how to get up for Fajr. Currently, I have insomnia so I can't sleep. But when I'm on the medication, I can sleep uninterrupted for more than 8 hours (longest ever was 10pm to 4pm). While on this medication, I can't wake up worth my life. I can drink 2 32oz cups of water before bed and set two alarms on the opposite sides of the room and still not be able to wake up.
Now, I've already adjusted my upcoming fall semester schedule so I can take night classes that are over at 9pm. I can therefore get home and go to bed at a reasonable hour. Currently, I work nightshifts at my job which means I don't leave the store until 3am. I'm hoping I can take night classes and work in the morning.
So, how can I get up for Fajr when on medication that makes me fall asleep and not wake up? Going to bed at a reasonable hour should help. Any other suggestions?
I've been off my medications for about a month (maybe more maybe less) and it's really starting to take it's toll on me.
The primary problem I have is bipolar disorder, which causes me to go from massive mood swings (I could act like a funny kid one second and homocidal the next) and it also gives me insomnia so I can't sleep at night. I would go to bed and my mind is racing with so many thoughts and ideas and I can never fall asleep.
I figured I didn't need the medication anymore so I went off and now the effects are in full force. I work in fast food and I'm on the verge of loosing it with my employees and customers. I don't want to do something I regret so in order to keep my sanity and stay in a happy mood, I need to go back on my medications. Doing further research, I've discovered I will be on medications for the rest of my life.
Now, the question I will be asking here is how to get up for Fajr. Currently, I have insomnia so I can't sleep. But when I'm on the medication, I can sleep uninterrupted for more than 8 hours (longest ever was 10pm to 4pm). While on this medication, I can't wake up worth my life. I can drink 2 32oz cups of water before bed and set two alarms on the opposite sides of the room and still not be able to wake up.
Now, I've already adjusted my upcoming fall semester schedule so I can take night classes that are over at 9pm. I can therefore get home and go to bed at a reasonable hour. Currently, I work nightshifts at my job which means I don't leave the store until 3am. I'm hoping I can take night classes and work in the morning.
So, how can I get up for Fajr when on medication that makes me fall asleep and not wake up? Going to bed at a reasonable hour should help. Any other suggestions?
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