Salaam,
I just want to say that i've started to wear the hijab and i love it! I changed my course this year at uni so all my peers are new to me, and i have to say i am struggling to fit in. I haven't made any friends yet and it's been two weeks since i've joined. I've always struggled to make any friends or i wouldn't have any, but that case was different as there was black magic on me and the family for over 10 years. I was afflicted with sihir again through some freshies at uni and i'm planning to get a transfer to another uni for my 2nd year, Insh'Allah. It was tough growing up around the time when i was afflicted with Sihir as i found it hard to settle down or adjust to new environments, dealing with people, letting people put me down and i think this has effected me socially too. Insh'Allah the curse has worn off, but me and my sister are still having some issues regarding our health and have some effects of the black magic traces on us. I'm performing ruqyah on myself because only Allah will cure me from this and i don't trust anyone else besides Allah :) I just keep having irrational fears about what's to come and i don't know if not making any friends is still due to black magic but i will beat this Insh'Allah! Please make dua for me and any advice on how easy settling down to uni life is will be appreciated, Jazak Allah Khairan :up:
I just want to say that i've started to wear the hijab and i love it! I changed my course this year at uni so all my peers are new to me, and i have to say i am struggling to fit in. I haven't made any friends yet and it's been two weeks since i've joined. I've always struggled to make any friends or i wouldn't have any, but that case was different as there was black magic on me and the family for over 10 years. I was afflicted with sihir again through some freshies at uni and i'm planning to get a transfer to another uni for my 2nd year, Insh'Allah. It was tough growing up around the time when i was afflicted with Sihir as i found it hard to settle down or adjust to new environments, dealing with people, letting people put me down and i think this has effected me socially too. Insh'Allah the curse has worn off, but me and my sister are still having some issues regarding our health and have some effects of the black magic traces on us. I'm performing ruqyah on myself because only Allah will cure me from this and i don't trust anyone else besides Allah :) I just keep having irrational fears about what's to come and i don't know if not making any friends is still due to black magic but i will beat this Insh'Allah! Please make dua for me and any advice on how easy settling down to uni life is will be appreciated, Jazak Allah Khairan :up:
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