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  • @nda
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    Asalaamu alaykum waRahmatullah waBarakaatuh


    A preview of the Contents:
    Contents:

    Introduction - ...........................................p5
    Characters.............................................- p6

    Part 1: the Internet -................................p7

    - the Beginning: Chatrooms (ASL?) -................. .p9
    - the first MSN experience. - .….......................p11
    - Phase 1: School ‘friends/mates’ - ….…..........….p13
    - Busted! - ………….............................……………..p14


    Part 2: – “Guys and girls can’t be friends”…………- p16
    - C introduced - ............................................p17
    - Whose added me? - ......................................p18
    - Linkin’ wit S - ..............................................p24
    - the Link - .................................................. p25
    - What if she thinks I’m a loser? - …...................p26
    - My dad!? - .................................................. p29

    Part 3 - How to become Bad - .........................p31

    Part 4I don’t like ‘Playin’ no more - ..............p51

    Part 5the Ending, a new Beginning - ...............p86



    Download
    'my MSN story' : PDF | DOC | RTF



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  • @nda
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    edit repeated post.

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  • @nda
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    Asalaam alaykum waRahmatullah waBarakaatuh


    Download the full book now, I decided to call it 'my MSN story' so it covers all audiences.



    my MSN story..






    Download PDF (opens on Adobe Reader)

    Download DOC (opens on Microsoft Word / Open office)

    Download RTF (opens in Wordpad)



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  • @nda
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    asalaam alaikum warahmatulahi wabarakatuh


    http://www.archive.org/details/ThePa...artBreakSeries

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  • @nda
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    asalaam alaikum


    oops.. i made a mistake from Part 3 - #19.


    i mixed up the post order and missed some of the posts out. so to make it easier, i'll just link you it - so you can read it in proper order inshaAllah;


    this is directly after part 3:
    http://www.islamicboard.com/general/...-series-4.html


    or if that doesn't ever work;

    http://forums.almaghrib.org/showthre...t=24365&page=3 [start from post #25 and go onwards]

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  • @nda
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    just to clarify some things:
    - Phase 1 girl was white, non muslim.

    - C was non muslim and white too.

    - S is Muslim and Paki.

    - the half cast is white and paki, but muslim.


    that's it for now.. tomorrow more to come insha Allah.

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  • @nda
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    Shall we meet again sometime?

    i wish.. we could.

    me too.

    i don't think it'll ever happen though.

    yh.. me too.

    can i ask you something?


    yeh?

    what would u do if i i died?

    i don't know..

    i dont either.. but..


    yeh?



    we're going away.


    oh...


    no, not forever. its temporary.

    we'll be back though, soon.


    how long will you go for?



    they said 4 weeks..


    oh.. okay.



    listen, i care for you alot. you know i do.

    i know u do.. i do too.


    i wish we never have to end it...




    when will u be going?


    there packing up today, i asked my dad if we could go on internet cafes there though, he said he would try.


    okay..


    but i dont think i would have any privacy there.. so i don't really know.

    i tried getting my own phone too, but the sims from here don't work there. so i can't really contact you or anything.



    listen to me..


    yeh?


    we have to end it, now.


    why?


    it can't work, u know it can't.


    it can, we just have to be patient..


    it can't, u know how hard we've tried.



    but we've been through alot, u know that.

    ..so lets hold on longer.


    i can't, i'm sorry. i've deleted your number, you should do that to mine too.


    It was 2am, we were in the car.. the street lamps would flash and hit my eyes.. then they would drown...

    We gave our tickets, climbed the aeroplane, and flew away..

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    AssalamuAlaykum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu

    Amazing story Akhee. JazakAllahu Khayran, I've read it back on LI also.

    WassalamuAlaykum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuhu

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  • @nda
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    Tell her i said i'm sorry.


    She's blocked me now too.


    okay..i shouldn't have done this.


    too late now init.


    yeah..


    listen, i'll be on tomorrow, i gota go. if u ever get to talk to her, tell her i'm sorry, k?


    sure


    thanks.



    i went off.



    i really shouldn't have done that.. i shouldn't have. you're well stupid.


    we never really got to speak for a few days.. it was tough.



    few days later, i mailed her to unblock me.. and she did. she was still sad though, she showed it through her msn nick.
    listen, i'm really sorry.. its just that, its exactly how i felt when u added him in the convo too.


    yeh..


    its so weird init.. why is all this happening?


    i wish i could tel you..



    A few days later her friends came over to her house, she wanted to chat.


    You there S?


    Nah, i'm er m8. sup homie?


    nuthin, wheres S?


    she's on the phone. listen,


    yeah?


    why dont u get anotha gyal? mines already taken.


    another mate came on; theres plenty more fish in da sea mate.



    i wanted them to go.. but they didn't, they wouldn't.


    So i blocked them for a while.



    I.. didn't know.. what was really happening?

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  • @nda
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    How come you left?


    Just.


    ok.


    look, just go away ok.



    what do u mean?


    u know what i mean..



    u started it..


    so. it's not my fault.




    S, i just..
    S has gone offline


    What happened to her?


    I'm not sure.



    I opened up another window, my mate was on.
    Listen, did u ever get to add S?


    Yeah, she added me that day.


    Is she online?


    Yeah, she is.



    I think she's blocked me.


    Oh, why?


    I added the half-cast in our convo. Are you two talking now?


    No. Let me ask her whats up.


    ...


    She hasn't responded, i think she's sad, its on her nick - the sad emo -->> .


    Why though? i thought she liked another guy already?

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  • @nda
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    Why did you leave?


    Just, can't be bothered.


    No, idiot. lol u shuda stayed.


    Its k..


    okay, up2u den.


    The convo finished.

    There was this half-cast (half white/half asian) in my year at school, when she first came - the first person she spoke to was me.. it was the first year so she needed some help. The teacher made her sit next to me, i was embarrassed.. but I would help her.


    We had distanced quite abit after that though - it was 4 years later on now -, but i had her in my msn list. We'll call her the 'half-cast' just so we know who we chatting about.


    I started chatting to her:
    Hey, sup.


    How r u?


    i'm gud thx, u?


    yeh am ok.


    long time no speak, lol.


    yeah, thats true.


    listen, do you want to join a convo with someone i know.. hope u dont mind.


    ok, but who is it?


    just someone i know, dont worry.


    ok, if u say so.



    I opened a conversation with S again.
    Listen, do you wna meet my mate?


    Who is it?


    I just know her from school init.


    What's her name?


    She's a half-cast. You probably don't know her.


    What's her name though? i might have heard about her?


    Her name's:


    Her? I've heard of her, heard she's a slapper.
    'half-cast' has been added in the conversation...

    Hey, this is my mate i was telling you about.


    hi


    Go on S, say hi to her?


    hey.


    We've known each other since we were like kids init? the first year in high school [or junior high?]


    yeh, it was art class lol.


    You two can add each other if you want.


    It's ok.


    Remember when we were drawing them pics, and you thought that the photo was me? lol


    lol oh yeh, that was the first lesson.



    S left the conversation..


    I wonder what happened?


    Same here..


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  • @nda
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    Part 3



    I logged in, and her status was on busy.. should i start the conversation?


    Hey.


    wait up, i'm busy.


    oh ok.



    I opened a conversation with my mate from school;


    hey.. u ok?


    yeh man, u?


    i'm good man, u know the gyal i asked u about a while back, shes busy.


    lol they got their times man, probably doing something.


    true.. i've known her for a few months now, almost like half a year.


    kool bruv. don't get too attatched to them, in the end it's not worth it.



    its too late to say that now, i already am..


    alright man, its up2u init. i've never been through dis so i dno.



    hm.. shes different though.


    yeah, thats what they all say. absence makes the heart go fonder.


    yeh.. tru tru.

    i wonder what's keeping her busy for so long..


    i dno man.


    *silence*


    not too sure. lisen, everythin wil be ok.


    yeh.. hope so.


    i moved to the other window.hey, u finished with what u were doin?


    no, listen we'll talk inabit. i gota go.

    *she went offline*



    She's gone off..


    alright, don't worry about it too much, k?


    k..


    listen, i've known u for a few years now.. you've been through more than this before.


    no i havn't..


    yeh u have.


    i think she's back online again! listen, i'll add her in this convo and you ask her why she doesn't talk to me okay?


    ok man.
    S has been added into the conversation.

    Hey.


    Hi..


    yo.


    S, this is my m8 from school. We've known each other for a few years now.


    sup?


    nuthin much, listen. is everythin ok? he's worried about ya.


    what do you mean?


    he wants you to talk to him.


    what? i already do.


    how come u been busy lately.


    i was on the phone.


    alright, my bad.


    k, thats what is bruv. it was just a gal thing.


    thx..

    S has left the conversation.

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  • @nda
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    One day i came from outside and my dad was on the computer. My sister came and told me that my mate was online, and that he was speaking to my dad.

    I went to the main room and found that what she said was true, to an extent..
    So how are you uncle?


    I'm fine thx, u?


    i'm good. So where's your son?


    He's coming now, one minute.


    He got up, I rushed to sit down and told the person that i'd be right back - while everyone stared at me -, i logged off, closed the Messenger program and went to my room.


    Dad, you can come back on it now, sorry. I smiled and whizzed past.


    I logged in again, my heart was beating fast..

    lol ur wel krazy!


    why?


    that was my dad u were chatting to lol, just imagine he found out?


    lol i thought you were on though..


    i dont know how it happened, my email account logged in by itself on windows msn, my dad switched on the comp. thats probably how it happened.

    so you spoken to my dad now lol..


    loll he's a chiller.


    i was shocked when it happened.. i thought it was obvious by your nick that you was female, its kool u never used pink or purple text today init?


    lol yeh.


    its good it was windows msn.. if it was real msn they would see your display pic..



    lolllll joka.



    that was well close.. anyway wa u been up2?


    nothing really, was just waitin for ya to come on.


    thx.. anyway if somthin like this happens again, just log out plz, okay?


    lol ok.. that was funny though.


    lol anyway, i'll be on later tonight. tke cre.


    ayt.. u2, mwah.


    lol.. thx, cya.

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  • @nda
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    I remembered back abit and sometimes i would have to go off.. she would put a heart at the end of the conversations, i would quickly log out.

    I wasn't sure how to respond really, i thought it could have bad consequences. So i would stay quiet, plus i had never felt this before so i never really knew how to react.



    I waited for abit, for her to come. And at night time she did. I was really happy now, i didn't know how to explain it.


    Helloo..


    hey!


    How u doin? lol



    i'm gud, thx. u?


    Am fine!


    lol, i saw u.. i neva knew u was so..


    so.. what? lol


    lol, shurup u know what i'm gna say..


    nah i dont.. *embarrassed*


    ..you're well good lookin.


    aw.. thanks.



    u were wearing white init?


    yh..



    that was my fav. color lol.


    i like it too..



    i thought you wouldn't come today, i was waitin for abit. there were some other girls there too, i thought you were them.


    lol nah, i came though init?


    yeh.. thanks.


    no worries. anythin 4 u init..


    thx S.. that means alot.


    lol shurup eeeejiot.


    so did u think i would look diferent?


    i thote u wud be a geek or sutin.. lol.


    yeh?


    buh u wasn't.. u was kinda..



    ??


    lol.. whites one of my fav colors lol.


    me too..


    Was a high or what? lol i felt in a daze..for the next few days i was alot more happy.. everyone would be like, why you smiling for?! lol and i'd just smile back at them again.

    I wish i could see her again, proper this time.. she even made an email ad with our names on together lol, so conversations continued for a few more days, maybe upto two weeks or something... then something changed?

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  • @nda
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    I came home feeling angry at myself. Why didn't i make it more clear? I could have said more.


    Anyway it was too late now, i came home and didn't really wna do anything. Just wanted to know what had happened, and how to clear it up. I was sad...



    The person i met wasn't just ordinary, there was something different. I'd have to ask my friends if they had heard of her before.


    After a while, I went on msn and she wasn't on. My mates weren't on either, so i fell asleep for abit. That was the only way to pass time i felt.



    After a while i woke up, i went to my room and switched on msn. My mates were online, so i started asking them if they knew of that person.


    I don't know, most of them said.
    Do you know of someone called...?

    Nope.



    You ever heard of this person?

    I don't know, sorry.



    Do you know who she is, the one from that school?

    Nah, sori.


    I tried asking more people, when one person gave me the answer.

    Do you know this person from that school?

    Yeah, she's really popular there. I think everyone knows her.


    Seriosly?

    Yeah.


    I was shocked.. had i been talking to a person like that all this time? They're probably gna think i'm a loser and stop talking to me...

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