CryingBrother
13-10-06, 05:35 PM
I FEEL SICK,REALLY REALLY SICK
last year i was unable to perform itikaaf cos i found out about it too late.
So I made intention to do it this year.
I asked the masjids about is ages ago and they said we'll sort it out closer to the day.
Two days ago i was working out what day it was and i was sure that the 21st night was friday night (tonight).
I WAS WRONG
The 21st night was thursday night (yesterday night)
SubhanAllah...
SO NOW I FEEL REALLY SICK,Not only was i not in the masjid last night settling into itikaaf,greeting the brothers i would be spending the majority of the next ten days with...Not only was I NOT in the Masjid praying Tawarih Salah...but I was somewhere else watching a film...
ASTAGHFIRALLAH,ASTAGHFIRALLAH,ASTAGHFIRALLAH...SO now u understand why i am close to tears and I have a knot in my stomach and i feel terribly sick...
I doubt anyone can give much advise to this,which would lead to the question,Why am I posting this?...
Why Have I disclosed two bad things about myself?...
Do Not commit the same mistake!!
Take advantage of the whats left of Ramadan...
Try to catch Laylat Al-Qadr...Not just by going to the masjid on the 27th...
BUT EVERY NIGHT MAKE AN EXTRA EFFORT TO PRAY AND MAKE DIKHR...
there is probably somewhere in your brain thinking,well i'm young so there will be next ramadan...BUT CAN YOU GUARANTEE THAT THE ANGEL OF DEATH WILL LISTEN TO YOU TELLING HIM THAT YOU HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT YEAR BECAUSE YOU WANT TO SEE RAMADAN AGAIN...
This is why i feel sick...I do not know if i will live til next ramadan...(And no I'm not sick or anything at the moment)
BUT I WASTED A NIGHT NOT JUST OF RAMADHAN BUT DURING THE LAST TEN DAYS...
ASTAGHFIRALLAH
Dear brothers and sisters,take heed,listen carefully...
Imagine YOU,not someone else,but YOU...knew you were going to die tomorrow...
How About tonight or within the next few minutes...Allahu Alim u might not make it til iftar...
It would be TOO SOON wouldnt it...
You'd be like..BUT,BUT..I need...please...No..not yet...
please brothers and sisters listen to me...
During the next week...stop things that do not increase your iman...
Don't watch films...make more dikhr etc and worship Allah...
Stay away from chatrooms and places that there is just nonsense talk...
I would say don't use the internet unless that is the only contact u have with other muslims.
It is so easy on the internet to get distracted reading something that grabs ur attention for ages...
Do not waste even a moment...
Please Please...Please...
Your Concerned Brother In Islam...
Make dua for me please...
Ask Allah to forgive me...
Asalam Alaikum Wa Ramatualahi Wa Barakatu
last year i was unable to perform itikaaf cos i found out about it too late.
So I made intention to do it this year.
I asked the masjids about is ages ago and they said we'll sort it out closer to the day.
Two days ago i was working out what day it was and i was sure that the 21st night was friday night (tonight).
I WAS WRONG
The 21st night was thursday night (yesterday night)
SubhanAllah...
SO NOW I FEEL REALLY SICK,Not only was i not in the masjid last night settling into itikaaf,greeting the brothers i would be spending the majority of the next ten days with...Not only was I NOT in the Masjid praying Tawarih Salah...but I was somewhere else watching a film...
ASTAGHFIRALLAH,ASTAGHFIRALLAH,ASTAGHFIRALLAH...SO now u understand why i am close to tears and I have a knot in my stomach and i feel terribly sick...
I doubt anyone can give much advise to this,which would lead to the question,Why am I posting this?...
Why Have I disclosed two bad things about myself?...
Do Not commit the same mistake!!
Take advantage of the whats left of Ramadan...
Try to catch Laylat Al-Qadr...Not just by going to the masjid on the 27th...
BUT EVERY NIGHT MAKE AN EXTRA EFFORT TO PRAY AND MAKE DIKHR...
there is probably somewhere in your brain thinking,well i'm young so there will be next ramadan...BUT CAN YOU GUARANTEE THAT THE ANGEL OF DEATH WILL LISTEN TO YOU TELLING HIM THAT YOU HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT YEAR BECAUSE YOU WANT TO SEE RAMADAN AGAIN...
This is why i feel sick...I do not know if i will live til next ramadan...(And no I'm not sick or anything at the moment)
BUT I WASTED A NIGHT NOT JUST OF RAMADHAN BUT DURING THE LAST TEN DAYS...
ASTAGHFIRALLAH
Dear brothers and sisters,take heed,listen carefully...
Imagine YOU,not someone else,but YOU...knew you were going to die tomorrow...
How About tonight or within the next few minutes...Allahu Alim u might not make it til iftar...
It would be TOO SOON wouldnt it...
You'd be like..BUT,BUT..I need...please...No..not yet...
please brothers and sisters listen to me...
During the next week...stop things that do not increase your iman...
Don't watch films...make more dikhr etc and worship Allah...
Stay away from chatrooms and places that there is just nonsense talk...
I would say don't use the internet unless that is the only contact u have with other muslims.
It is so easy on the internet to get distracted reading something that grabs ur attention for ages...
Do not waste even a moment...
Please Please...Please...
Your Concerned Brother In Islam...
Make dua for me please...
Ask Allah to forgive me...
Asalam Alaikum Wa Ramatualahi Wa Barakatu