i feel like my iman is going dwn

[LiveIslam]

Inshallah someone will able to give some advice. These couple of weeks I feel like my faith in islam gone down. I find it so hard, I dnt knw anyone who is practising. Were I live, I live in a kafir area. I love Allah so much hes my whole world without him im nothing. I dnt why I feel like this. I want to learn everything about islam properly e.g have friends who remind me of allah, go to sister circle. My parents are not that practising and very cultural. How can I gain more knowledge and get support

[kokab]

Read the holy Quraan with translation and if possible also commentary.

[praying mat]

assalamualaikum warahmatullah
it happened to me few months ago. i felt that my life was no worth living and my believe was on the rocks. but alhamdulillah, Allah put me back in His luminous path. I spent my lifetime saving on sending myself to Mecca for an Umra trip. There i could see my sisters and brothers from every part of this globe, fulfilling the Call inside them to visit their kibla. there i wept copiously and trembled heavily when i saw Ka'ba for the first time. Subhanallah! people were scattered and speak in one language, the language of God.

Upon my return to my community, i felt a great sensation of enlightment. people told me that i am a much better and happier person they ever see (alhamdulillah).

Don't worry about anything. If you approach His light by walking, His light would approach you by running. My du'a for you.