I need duas

[Wolfn]

salaams

I need duas. I've just been skammed out of more than $300. My bank won't let me cancel the checks, so I lost about 75% of what is in my checking account.

I'm very upset and mad right now. On top of what happened earlier today about being called a terrorist by a preacher or whatever the hell he was, I feel very upset right now and have a bad headache from all of this.

[Mace]

Hang in there. You're just having a rough day. This will pass.

Was this from the magazine thing?

[Wolfn]

Hang in there. You're just having a rough day. This will pass.

Was this from the magazine thing?

Yeah. Name of the place is ACA (American Cash Awards)

I'm not sure what to do.

Seriously, I see those guys at my dorm again, I swear I'm going to kick the crap out of them or something.

My friend says that I'm not aggressive enough with people. That's why I couldn't say no to those guys selling the magazines. Seriously, I've had it with people playing me.

I'm thinking about just shutting myself off from the kaffir world. All my life, kaffirs have been the ones to mess with me. I made some kaffir friends at college (or at least I thought they were friends), and now they ignore me. I didn't say anything bad to them or anything. They go places without me and such. Hell, they won't even sit with me in the cafeteria. Only Muslims have been the only ones to stand by me. Halloween night I was planning on seeing some movies with the kaffir "friends", and I'm in my room waiting for them to stop by. Finally, I decide to call them and they said "um, yeah, we decided not to go to your place. We've got stuff to do". So yeah, they stood me up. Meanwhile, my Muslims friends make a suprise trip to my place and we go hang out and have some fun.

I guess one reason why I converted to Islam was because Muslims and Islam are the only people who ever accepted me. All my life, people have ignored me, beat me up, said bad things about me, stood me up. I meet Islam, and Muslims have been the nicest people in the world to me. They like me for who I am. They invite me places. We always have a good time and so forth. I'm sitting alone in the cafeteria tonight, and one of my Muslim friends (the new convert) comes up and says hello. We chatted for a few minutes before he had to go, but at least he made it a point to know I was there, unlike everyone else.


Islam has been my greatest decision. One year ago, I never would have believed that I would be Muslim exactly one year later. Today, I wouldn't change a thing knowing that I would soon find Islam. Thanks Islam for always being there.












Sorry if I started to ramble or blog or whatever. I've just got alot on my mind and had to get it out. It's a tough time for me, and inshallah it'll ease up eventually.

[nomoreillusions]

Banks are evil. :(

Is there some type of fraud claim you can file?

In the mean time, you can't do anything about it tonight so take a hot bath or hot shower or something, have some tea, relax. Tonight won't change it so don't stress. Address it tomorrow when you can do something about it.

*poor wolfn*... always having such a hard time it seems. :(



I'm thinking about just shutting myself off from the kaffir world. All my life, kaffirs have been the ones to mess with me.

:(

[Mace]

Well, it's a good thing you have found a group of people for support. I know that was a concern of yours when you got there.

I'm sorry to see you stereotyping all kufaar as being the same. You of all people should know how ignorant and hurtful it is to judge people based on religion.

As for salespeople, yes you should just say no. Its your money and no one should pressure you into giving it up.

Anyway, I hope you feel better in the morning.

[Wolfn]

:(

Nothing against you. I was just ranting. I was thinking about how kaffirs have always been the ones to mess with me. In elementry school, they would make fun of me for wearing glasses and being adopted. In middle school, I got beat up severely twice. One time some kid grabbed my face and slammed my head into a wall and I blacked out. I couldn't move my jaw for 3 days and now my body twitches involuntarily every now and then. Another time I was jumped in front of half the school with everyone cheering and laughing at me. Some kids didn't even know me and joined the fight just so they could punch and kick me. In high school, some kid was like "smell my finger" in front of all the cool kids I was trying to hang out with. I didn't want to start anything, so I sniffed it. He then said that he rubbed his penis all over his finger and everyone started laughing at me. Later in high school and in college, my "friends" would stand me up and on the Senior grad bash they embarrassed me in front of 50 people.

My Muslim friends have been the only ones my entire life to stand next to me.

[Mace]

Nothing against you. I was just ranting. I was thinking about how kaffirs have always been the ones to mess with me. In elementry school, they would make fun of me for wearing glasses and being adopted. In middle school, I got beat up severely twice. One time some kid grabbed my face and slammed my head into a wall and I blacked out. I couldn't move my jaw for 3 days and now my body twitches involuntarily every now and then. Another time I was jumped in front of half the school with everyone cheering and laughing at me. Some kids didn't even know me and joined the fight just so they could punch and kick me. In high school, some kid was like "smell my finger" in front of all the cool kids I was trying to hang out with. I didn't want to start anything, so I sniffed it. He then said that he rubbed his penis all over his finger and everyone started laughing at me. Later in high school and in college, my "friends" would stand me up and on the Senior grad bash they embarrassed me in front of 50 people.

My Muslim friends have been the only ones my entire life to stand next to me.

Ouch. Sounds like you've had a rough life.

And you're going through a difficult period in anyone's life, that transition to your adult identity. Again, it's great that you have found a group that you can belong to and that will help you through that. Everyone needs that.

But I just hope you keep an open mind as you get older. Not all kufaar are as sadistic as some of the kids you apparently grew up with.

I was always much younger than everyone in my class. And I went to college at a kind of young age and far away from home, too. So I know what it's like to be somewhat of an outcast. Hang in there and let it make you a stronger, wiser, and better person. I'll be praying for you.

Mace.

[hammerofthehuns]

ah man, i cant believe u sniffed someones finger:D
nah seriously bro, i fully relate 2 what ur saying, dont take kuffaar as friends, draw the line and try not 2 cross it inshaAllah.

[abood]

ASSALAM ALAIKUM,
brother i will tell u some thing.....dont worry ..this world is fake and u want get anything from this world ....u will get every thing in jannah..inshaALLAH........and its my nasiha that dont eat haram...coz the banks today have haram money only islamic banks.....
may ALLAH guide us to right path,
ameen
WASSALAM.

[HiDdEn_pEaRL]

My duas Are with you dear brother

My Allah make your affairs easy and elevate your rank in jannah Aameen

[>Soulja_Gyal<]

Salamualikum.

Amin to all the dua'ahs.

Brother im very sorry about what is going on and whats has happend to you. People are in more state than you but I fear that everyone is being tested in different ways. Im a revert myself, from being a Catholic Christain to a Muslim is a vast change for me. I know i have difficult times but brother remember Allaah is testing to see if we can turn back to him. Do not worry, everyone will be questioned upon there own actions insha'Allaah. If people are being nasty to you then you be twice as nice to them. I know it's hard as myself get angry very quick. Bare in mind we need to stand up for ourself insha'Allaah.
Thank Allaah for leading us to the right path, read this dua'ah insha'Allaah "Yaa rabbil lakal"hamdu kama yanbaghii lijalaali wajhika, wa'aziimi sultaanik."O my Lord, all praises be to You as it should be due to Your Might and the Greatness of Your Power.
Also it's really good to read this dua'ah when your in pain ie: migrane..it's a dua'ah for Cureness from all sorts of pain even Khalid b. al-`Absee has narrated that: `Ali b. Moosaa (a) taught me the following instructing me to teach fellow believers for it works with all sort of pains and aches.

U`idhoo nafsee birabbil-ardhi wa rabbis-samaa' U`idhoo nafsee billadhee laa yadhurru ma`a-smihi daa' U`idhoo nafsee billadhee-smuhu barakatun washifaa'
I seek protection for my soul in the Lord of the earth and the Lord of the heavens I seek protection for my soul in the One in whose name no sickness can hurt I seek protection for my soul in the One whose name is Blessed and a Cure. Insha'Allaah brother you run towards Allaah and he will walk 5steps closser to you. At times i feel like giving up and going back to being a Christain because all the fun i miss with my homies, then i realise what am i going to get from all this haram actions, NOTHING!.. these kind of actions will not go down with me rather i will be punished. You know brother we as Muslims, salve of Allaah want to get our self in the highest place 'Janah-Al-Firdus', so it's all about Jihad and striving for taqwah. It's really good to read surah Yasin because At the time of Hijrat ,the prophet recited the following ayats from Sura Yasin (36),so that the enemies COULD NOT SEE even when he escaped in fron of their eyes from Mecca and these are: V 8...Inna Ja'alna fe A' Na ke him Agh la lan fa heya ila al azkaan fa hum mukmahun
Verily we have put on their necks iron collars reaching upto their chins so that their heads are raised up.

V 9... Wa ja alna mim bayne Aide him saddawn min khal fe him saddan fa agshaina hum fa hum la yubseroon
And we have put a barrier before them & a barrier behind them,and We have covered them up,so that they cannot see

Brother how many times we have called upon Allaah, waiting patiently for an answer? We sit down to recite the extended supplications such as those in Sahifatul Sajjadiyah and the other beautiful pleas contained in Mafaatihul Jinaan thinking that the longer the prayer, the better chance that Allaah will accept it. We fail to realize that even one short dua'ah of a few lines has as much a chance of being accepted by Allaah as the 'longer' dua'ahs. The key to acceptance of a dua'ah of any length is to ensure that we have maintained the prerequisites of supplication mentioned in the Qura'an and Prophetic words of wisdom, and to pray with a pure intention. If the prayer is fulfilled by Allaah, we should realize that is what was best for us in this life and the next; if it is deferred to the next world, then we need to accept that what we wanted may have been detrimental for our life in this world and more importantly, our status in the next life. We must accept that after all, Allaah knows best. Remember brother Allaah has hidden His Answering (your supplications) in Your prayers to Him so then do not consider any part of your prayers to Him as being insignificant as it is possible that within that prayer lies His Answering while you are not aware. Always ask for dua'ahs and repent, better late than never bro.

Remember brother, don't be put off by lame people, just leave it to Allaah. Allaah will bless you with something twice as good than this insha'Allaah.
Having bad times is really good to listen to qura'an recitation or what i do is open the english translation and follow what has been said, you will utterly grasp what Allaah is saying to us. Here is one link i will send by Qari-Baist reciting surah Zu'mar http://it.youtube.com/watch?v=FGPC3pdDiho. Listen to it insha'Allaah.

Bro, just leave it to Allaah and ignore insha'Allaah. You have us 'Ummaah.com' as your sisters/brothers. You don't need anyone other than Allaah, he is enough for you brother. These kinda friends will not go down with you, nor answer your questions for you. Be strong and have firm faith in Allaah only.
Also brother when you get angry best dua'ah to read is Al-hamdu lillâhil-ladhi bi’ni-matihi tatimmus sâlihât.
All praises are for Allaah, by whose grace all good things are completed (Hakim)
May Allaah reward you, guide you and ease your pains. Amin

Take care, need any help just ask away. :)

Ma'assalama