outside..

[`asiya]

For decades I fought to find my way

To the truth of Gods word and what it contained

wandering in darkness, hoping for a brighter day..



evil people I`ve met

horrible things I have seen…

And I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy

To walk where I`ve walked to get here today…



But the mercy of Allah has shined down on me,

And the Quran showed a whole new world to me

A place where injustice didn’t exist

Where all men were equal and of one race

The children of Adam …

the ummah of Muhammad.. salAllahualleyhi wa salam…




This is where I belong I know that its true,

though many wont have it …

im just on the outside…the outside looking in…

I have seen the brotherhood ..of men between men,

I see the way It should be… the way that Allah says

But the reality is far, far away these days

So I walk alone on the outside…



I watch from a distant the muslims comfy lives..

Where its Asian for the Asian, Libyan for the Libyans,

Egyptians for the Egyptians and the thais for the thai ..

I just sit and watch alone ..outside ..



But no matter what they say and no matter what they do

on the day of judgement I will be walking with them too

I will walk behind Muhammad salAllahu alleyhi wa salam

I will sit at the fountain and take a drink from his hand … insha Allah…

And there it wont matter how old I am,

how I divorced

…or what race I am…



:lailah: :ahb:

[HighDreamer]

:insha: Aameen.

I know you're deeply offended by the racism in the Ummah. But do not lose hope sister. :insha: things will improve. Whatever be the "evils" of western societies, at least the metropolitan structures have forced Muslims to think of the racism in them. May Allah guide us all.

I apologize for everything that has given you grief.

Believe in Allah and carry forward the beautiful journey that you've undertaken with the gift of wisdom that Allah has given you, and :insha: you shall be rewarded in this life as well as the hereafter.

:salams